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Have my love come and gone??
Hey you all..I have this huge problem that needs fixing a.s.a.p! Ok..you see..when I wuz a junior in high school,I had this huge crush on this boy named aj.Can you say fine! But the thing wuz that he was only in the tenth grade.We eventually exchanged numbers and would talk like EVERYDAY! we were like buddys that had huge crushes on each other.But with him being in a lower grade..i just couldnt find the COURAGE to date him.I just thought of the comments my friends would make.So i later found out that someone else had a crush on me.He wuz nice and cool so i decided to date him.Aj wuz crushed.Things didnt work out between me and the dude I started dating.He cheated on me with his ex girlfriend which crushed me but anthony wuz there to help me heal.So like a month passed and aj wuz still hinting that he liked me and that he wanted to date me but around that TIME another dude came in the picture..we will call him elliot.Me and elliot started dating.Aj wuz crushed.The whole time I wuz with elliot i just kept thinking about aj.He wuz my friend and i CARED about him so much but i had a boyfriend and didnt want to ruin things.Sadly,aj got kicked out of school and that wuz the last time I ever saw him.During the summer,me and elliot broke up becuz he wanted to play pimp daddy and mess around with all types of girls.I wuz so heartbroken.So just recently I realized that I made a huge mistake by dissing aj TWICE. I know that I have to live with my mistakes and that I should always be willing to give people chances no matter who they are.I juss cant get aj off my mind.I miss him so much..I guess he changed numbers or something cuz I never heard from him again.I would walk to the moon and back to have him in my life.If i ever had the chance to be with him again I would take it in a heartbeat.I know that deep down in my heart that i love him.So..could it be that the love of my life came and gone that fast? I hope not.So what do you guys think?..should I just get him out my head and accept the fact that he's gone...or should I keep hope alive and do a people search? I just got to find him..or least know were he is..my heart just cant rest until i know. Please help..i need some advice big time..
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NEVER live your life on what other people may say or think. It seems you date people for all th wrong reasons and not for you. It could be seen by the way your two ex's did you wrong. I say you locate him on facebook, myspace, and the white pages. You can't give up. And if after looking and you really can't find him then learn from your mistake to never live your life for others. It's your life and if something equals happiness for you then go ahead and persue your wants and needs. Don't give up an I hope you find him. Let me know if you do find him and if this was helpful.
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Ever heard the quote "you don't miss your water until your well runs dry?" Thats what has happened here. You let peer preasure make a choice for you that wasn't really "best" for you. You should never let your friends control what you really want for yourself. I have been in a similar situation myself. My advice to you, is go to whitepages.com and do a people search. If you know his last name it should be fairly simple. Find out what city/state he is currently living in and go through the listings of everyone with that last name. It will probably take some work. But, he's worth it, right? Good luck, and hey if you do find this guy KEEP HIM. He sounds like a winner. Hope I helped!
-Miss April Showers
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awwww poor Aj he must of been shattered!ok so if you really doo love him then youd do anything for him.i mean you went out with two guys and he still liked you regardless its a big possibility he may love you back.
he tried chasing after you so now its your turn to chase after him..you love him then show it, find him, do whatever you can. dont make the same mistake 3 times!
If you love someone then theyr worth the fight...find him!
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