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how do i get rid of these feelings?
I went to hang out with this friend of mine that I thought was really nice, and he knew I had a bf so I thought we were just gonna hang out.. apparently he thought differently. He made a joint n we smoked up but it must've been laced cuz i had no idea what i was doing afterwards i couldn't even walk. after he smoked me up, he took me back into his bedroom n raped me. I tried to tell him no but I was so high I couldn't even get the words to come out, I could barely even move. I called the police n went to the ER to get a rape kit done but I'm scared now that he's gonna come to my house n hurt me or something. I can't even sleep on the edge of my bed anymore cuz I think he's under there for some reason. I keep thinking it's all my fault. I'm even going through counseling n it doesn't seem to help. What should I do to get rid of these feelings? PLEASE HELP ME!
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Talking to someone should help...but I think you just need to give it time. I agree that he should be in jail, and that you should help put him there (even if that's terrifying). Other than that...my advice is to pray. Even if you don't consider yourself "religious" or you've never even thought of doing that...trust God. God heals. (And God saves.)
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this isn't your fault.
what's done is done.
he was stupid to think he could just rape you.
you gotta do somethin about that!
put his ass in jail.
but to get rid of these feelings you just have to start new.
think happy thoughts, get him out of your mind.
do things you've never done before, and just live life!
he needs to know your not gunna fail just because he made you vulnerable.
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