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suicidal thoughts?
15/f
lately ive been having these weird thoughts, i dont know if it means anything or what but please help and leave your opinion!
-sometimes when im holding a sharp knife and my someones around i think about what would happen if i stabbed them! NOT TAHT I WOULD! I PROMISE it just crosses my mind!
-im on a second story floor, and look down and wonder what would happen if i just hopped over and jumped!I WASNT CONSIDERING IT (oh yea this is when i realized maybe i was becoming suicidal?)
-i was holding my dog and thought what if i dropped him down the stairs(PROMISE I WOUDLNT!!I KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY)
-a kid was standing near by me and i wondered what would happen if i grabbed him and ran
OKAY I PROMISE I WASNT CONSIDERING ANY OF THIS IT JUST CROSSED MY MIND AND I DONT KNOW WHY I EVEN THOUGHT OF IT IN THE FIRST PLACE
-even though i wasnt considering any of this i just wanted to know if you think it will effect me in the long run.
pleasepleaseplease any advice is helpful! and maybe if you think its physological problems ask me any questions i really need help on this! please and thankyou soo much!
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Well, from the fact that you kept saying that you wont right after your thoughts just proves the fact that you're not suidical at all. Many people have thoughts of "what if.." questions. It's perfectly normal. If there's something that's stressing you, try to seek a friend or a parent to talk to. You're fine. :)
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It sounds perfectly normal. It's natural to wonder about morbid things-- "If I could choose how to die, what would it be?" or "If I died tomorrow, would people care?". However, when it starts to get more than just curious wonderings, that's when you might need to talk to someone. Being suicidal is something that only YOU personally can figure out-- we don't know you, so we can't know what's going on in your head! If you feel like these feelings are getting out of control, talk to an adult. But right now, as long as you understand that, y'know, dropping dogs down the stairs is wrong, I think you'll be fine :).
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TALK TO SOMEONE!!! Tell your parents what you are feeling and see if they can get you into a phsycologist. You may think that they are crazy, but they are not. Trust me.
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You are perfectly normal! They're just these slight mental compulsions like 'what if..?' You're even saying that you would never do these things and that you don't want to. It's just your mind being curious and wandering a bit. It won't affect you in the long run as long as you are positive that you aren't going to do any of these things. The only way this will affect you is if you start doing them. Other than that, just laugh them off. When you think something like that, say in your head, "Ha, that's silly. What am I thinking?" And then let it go. Don't think anymore about it or if it's normal or not.
Hope this helps!
Darby(:
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