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so...my friend decided to turn around and ask for another shot on the whole thing, and so i was a bit skepty and she knew i needed someone to listen and not judge, so she did that..and she realized the good in me..and said she would help me get through this so she was by my side for a week.. then i started talking to one of my friends more and more and we ended up in a relationship that lasted 2 weeks..and we broke up over mutal feelings that we can only just be friends (and i realized today i did my resolution for this year and went into a relationship, took a risk and ended up closer with him) but he had learned a lot about nick..and even said that he knows guy talk and that he cares about me and that hes gonna kick start his engine..as in kick his ass and make him talk to me..and yah yah.. its been 22 days i havent talked to him.. the longest ive gone..and i want to make it a month so i can really say i made a month.. and im only 5 days short from that.. and i dont know.. i feel so lost and alone.
when we broke up on wednesday my mom asked me if i wanted to slit my wrists and shit..and it hurt that she said that because i knew she was refering to the nick thing.. and i dont know what to do.
i know hes trying to prove to me that i can survive without him..but i cant..and everyone sees that..and i have to fake and hide it and act like im okay.. he checks my away messages, my profile..my facebook.. hes watching me..and it hurts..and i dont know what to do. :-\
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Maybe give some free advice about: Friendship?
You can survive without him and should totally ignore him. He is messing with your mind with his constant checking up on you while saying stay away.
He is the one with the problem, not you.
Start new facebook account and don't tell him anything about it. Same with any other accounts he knows about. This person isn't your friend.
You are not alone. Stop obsessing about this one guy and you will be able to see that. The relationship is not normal or healthy for you.
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