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The thing is I don't want a relationship with him.. I want a friendship again I want my big brother back..
but it doesn't matter, I snapped at him because I got hurt yesterday and I had nothing distracting me.
It was hurting me real bad that I know that he cares but is afraid.
He's afraid because he thinks I won't back off and stop when I'm suppose to, he thinks I'll try to talk to him everyday.
No one seems to understand that even though I love him I don't want to be with him like that. >_>
But it doesn't matter, he doesn't have the nerve to ask me if I'm okay and not be afraid that I'll be all chatty and not leave him alone.
I messed it up and well had my 'best friend' told me they were planning a lunch for the 3 of us, perhaps I would have been okay.. but still..she promised him that she wouldn't tell me, and in the end I got mad at both of them because she spoke to him when I told her not to, and he was able to tell her that he still cares about me and was afraid to befriend me again. :-\
I decided I have had enough with him, I'll find myself a relationship and in 6 months, I'll go and ask him how he is doing. Till then I'll kill myself if I speak to him before then first. :-\
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Well, he's a bit touchy if he feels talking everyday is a bad thing. Sounds like he has some issues to deal with.
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