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is this the tragic end?.. yeah its me again Hotsauce :(
hellooo again... ill start over from the begining its been a week of different new emotions for me, started out about a week and a half ago i had this crush on a girl i dont even know, i posted about 3 different questions about what should i do to try and get to know her, it all started out very well sorta.. though we hardly talked in person we talked alot on MSN and sorts. then my classmates pretty much tortured it out of me till i told them that i liked her lol. all the way through this i was really confused about my feelings towards her because iv never felt this happy about some one i dont even know. then my other freind whos actually quite good freinds with her organized a trip last friday into town for a bit of shopping and chatting and stuff, i was looking forward to it all week and so was the girl i liked because we had both said that we would like to get to know eachother better. long story short she didnt come to that :(
now its a new week and i feel... well i dont know its a mixture of dull sadness, realisation and that feeling were you knew somthing was going to happen. on sunday night we talked breifly on msn she didnt seem her usual happy self so i thought i had better leave it, then later on my freind told me that she was seeing another guy... so i felt okay about it because lets be honest... i dont know her at all she can like who she wants and can see who she wants. a little later after learning this and that i had decided i wasnt going to say anything at all to her about it, she started talking to me and apologizing saying that she wanted to tell me herself and that this guy shes NOT seeing is just a friend, i was kinda blasted at this point thinking how does she know i know?? so i just told her exactly what i had allready told myself about her not having to worry about me because we hardly know eachother. she can like who she wants (all that blah). she seem'd quite upset by it all so it got me thinking, if this guy really is just a friend then why so much emotion in what she typed? i knew he was probably someone she really liked so i tryed to prepare my self for the worst...
now its monday still feeling a bit down from the night before and still confused about it all, i went to college. i had a full day today and she wasnt in for any of it i thought it was kinda wierd because she's never normally off ill from what i know of her (which isnt alot so its not hard evidence) so the day went past slowly, i get back home sign into msn and hope shes online, she was. i said hi and asked were she was today and that i hoped she was ok. all she said was "I'll be fine" that was it, no hiya, no yeah im ill or somthing just that... so i felt quite down again, i got all edgey and fed up of sitting here hoping for an answer back from her that i just said k then see you tommorow or somthing im gonna go out or find somthing to do. i went out and skated under a bridge in the rain on my own just me and my thought's. it was a really relaxing exprience the light was perfect the weather was warm and the rain was pounding. so that got my hopes up a little bit and i was in a better mood that when i started. after that i got back home, i havent tryed talking to her yet since that .. "amazing" conversation i had with her after school... i talked to my friend for a while, she later told me that shes mad at one of her freinds becaus of somthing or another so shes pretty pissed off. then she went on to tell me that this other guy (that she's apparently not dating) she loves him... so im back here.. confused, feeling out of place and alone hoping that anyone can give me some advice to help me help her. dont worry about me this isnt the first time i'v been rejected before i'v even started iv gotten used to being unlucky in love. but i want her to know that i really dont want her to worry about me or somthing... i dont know im still pretty messed my self..
this is gonna be a loooong week...
thanks for your help.
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Hello Love,
Look this girl sounds interested in you, and yet you keep hearing all this gossip about her and some guy. Which blah really sucks, and I'm sorry about that. Other wise, why not stay friends, it's the least you can do right? I mean you could stay friend get in close, and maybe she'll fall for you, and this guy she isn't "dating" but apperently "loves" will just vanish? I really don't know, I'd feel icky after such a hard fall, working up all the courage, but deffently the rain storm and lighting makes it better. It's the most beautiful perfect weather ever, right? lol.
I would serious stay friends, keep your options open though. There are plenty of women in this world! :D
I really hope you find the best, if you need anything else feel free to get ahold of me ^.^. I really enjoy trying to help you out. :D
{P.s (lol) it's sweet you ask fer me! -blushes-}
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