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weirdest dream ive ever had. kinda worried. someone translate?
ok so this is gonna be a long question, so anyone willing to read this long, thanks.
so last night i was trying to go to sleep around midnight, but i was having the worst cramps, you know. the kind that make you writhe where you lay, near tears? yeah. so i went and took some ibruprofen, and then about an hour later a i dozed off.
but after i fell asleep, i had the strangest dream ever. and usually in my dreams, i cant really control what i do. usually, its like im watching myself on TV just do all this stupid stuff. but last night in my dream, i could control everything i do. and the whole thing was really vivid. everything except for the first part, anyways. heres my dream:
i was in my bed. and i couldnt sleep, so i went to my parents room. (my parents' king sized bed is made of two twin beds, since they need different back support.) my mom was on my dad's bed, and my dad was MIA. so i got onto my mom's bed. (at this part, everything gets a little blurry, but i do remember that my dad raped me or did something sexual with me in my dream) and then after that, i go a band practice. (even though im not in band) and i was trying to play the oboe (even though ive never even touched an oboe.) and everyone had to learn 3 notes from a random instrument, and play them in a talent show. and at some point in my dream, i had told one of my friends about my dad raping me or whatever. and i told her not to tell anyone. she said she wouldnt. but when the talent show came up, her talent was telling EVERYONE about what my dad did, and about 3 other secrets of mine. i tried to wave to her from the audience and tell her to stop. she ignored me. i skipped the talent show to look for her. and this little 3 year old was following me around, and apparently she was my daughter (even though i dont have a daughter) and i found my friend and we got into a huge fistfight. her best friend, krista, was standing there watching the whole thing.
thats all i can remember of it. but it really freaked me out, and i dont know why. does someone know what might be wrong? or does someone study psychology and might be able to tell me something about it? thanks so much! :)
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I have taken pain medication alot because i have had some bad back problems recently, and i can say that i have really strange dreams when im 'doped up'. Usually i tell my friend about it and we laugh it off...
Maybe its your unconscious mind worrying about life, about your friend... Maybe you have a fear of being sexually assulted by someone you know?? And your dad is the most prominent man in your life so he'd naturally be there.
School is where alot of pressure is put on you to conform and be 'normal' and like everyone else. You'd probably have a fear of being ridiculed and made fun of in front of everyone.
Dreams are usually about our unconscious fears ... or then again it could be your mind going gaga about the pain meds. Whatever it was, i suggest just laugh it off...
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I can't be sure about this, because things in dreams can mean anything, but I'm going to take a stab at it.
1. Your father raping you is probably code for some kind of pressure he may be putting on you about something else. Maybe he is telling you that you have to do something you really don't want to do, or it could even be that you think he will have a bad reaction to something you are planning to do.
2. The oboe/instument probably represents some sort of other object that you feel the same way about. If it felt comfortable in your hands, it is probably something you are used to doing already, and if it didn't, it is probably something new that you are going to try. The important part of it is the teacher trying to get you to try something new.
3. It is common to be on stage in a dream (just be greatful you weren't naked). This usually means that you feel as if people are gossiping about you, or you are somehow the center of attention in some other way.
4. The friend blabbing your personal business is just what it is. Maybe deep down inside you have always been a little concerned that a good friend will do that, or maybe it is a sign that you need to hold your cards close to your chest for a little while or else someone will do that to you.
5. The daughter probably represents a person that you feel responsable for.
6. The taking off to Minn. and all of the roblems you encountered on the way are probably just normal fears about your future.
You know how sometimes you have a dream but you don't really remember it, but then throughout the day things will happen and for some reason it will remind you of your dream. Pay attention to that if it happens today and see where it takes you.
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