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i can't seem to do anything right and i jsut don't see the point anymore.
i'm 15, having a really hard time at school getting kicked out of all my lessons, argueing with all the teachers and everyone is constantly going on at me.
then at home it's worse me and my mum argue almost every day and we usually get to the point where we hit one another or say really hurtful things, my dad doesn't get involved because he's recently started working away all week and is with him girlfriend over the weekend.
i don't really go out with my friends anymore because i'm never in the mood and with boys it just never works out.
everything just seems to be going wrong at once and i don't know what to do, i try put on a brave face but i just sit and cry when i'm alone.
i thought about suicide but i don't know if thats the answer.
i have 62 pills (paracetamol, ibruprofen and nerofen) all in my closet hidden for when i feel it all gets too much and i can just end it.
i don't have anyone to turn to because i don't want they're pity and hate speaking to people about how i feel.
i just wished i was happy i'm only a young girl but i'm not.
i just want to know what to do? please.
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I know the feeling. This past year for me has been hell. When I was 4, my dad got in an accident and has been in the hospital ever since. In January he almost died, then my uncle got sick, my cat died, the guy I thought loved me left me cause I wouldn't have sex with him, my grandpa died. Life can get so tough. I have a friend that almost commited suicide. It broke my heart when he told me that he almost killed himself. I didn't know what to say. So I told him that I would always be there for him, and that I needed him just as much, as he needed me. Please don't kill yourself, don't give up on life. Life can get so hard, but those hard experiences are what make us who we are. You say you have no one to turn to, but if you ever need advice or someone to talk to, message me. I hope that helped
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Please think about what your saying. I know your situation is bad at the moment. but you can live for the future. the world isn't over. just because your life is bad now, doesn't mean you will feel like this forever. you have to hold on for the sake of yourself, and for the people who love you. there is someone out there who cares about you more than you understand. I even care and i don't know you. i understand how you feel somewhat. i have thought about killing myself before. but decided that was not the right path. a lot of people think about suicide. don't let yourself be the victim in this situation. you CAN make it through this. live for the future and live for the sake of living. try not to let things like this get to you. you are worth much much more than you think. and as the other person has said. if it gets to the point where its really bad, PLEASE call the suicide hotline or at least a friend. one of my friends recently tried to commit suicide, and it just about broke my heart. i don't know what i would do if he actually had. i'm going to be brutally honest with you. i cry ALL the time. its a bit ridiculous. i understand not wanting to pick yourself up and try AGAIN. but you have to, because things will get better. everyone has something in their life that is extremely painful. some more drastic than others. it could always be worse. 'hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know, don't stop looking your one step closer, don't stop searching it's not over, hold on'-gc
trust me things could always be worse, and you always have a chance to make it better. maybe its the day you turn eighteen, maybe its the day you get your license, maybe its the day you actually meet someone who understands. just know that you can get through it if you try. and i hope you try hard. <3 sara good luck. messege me if you want to talk
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First, I think you should seek immediate help. Call a suicide hotline even though you may think its not the answer. Please call a hotline like 1-800-SUICIDE
In the mean time, I think you best bet is to talk to your mom about your problem or a teacher or a guidance counselor (anyone that you can trust) because they can seek the help you need.
I can't say much more than to see help for your own good. So please, tell a trusted adult or older sibling about how you feel and they can get you help. Just tell anyone.
I really hope this helps.
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