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Is this Normal
OK, well I have this student teacher in my 5th hour. He's a good friend of my dad, and I have been over to his house a few times..but of course with my parents.
So, one day I totally didnt get my homework, so he suggested that I could go over to his house so we wouldnt have to stay later after school or anything. Cause I always meet with my friends after school. He asked my parents and they said ok, and I was thinking like ok. and i didnt really think. so when we got to his house he said to go in his bedroom and we'll do it in there and i thought that was weird why dont i just do out on the table. but he insisted that we do it in his bedroom. so i said fine ok, i went into his bedroom and i siad i had to go the bathroom so when i came out, he was on the bed naked...i tried to run out of the room but he wouldnt let me...he threw me down on the bed..and he was tea-bagging me. then i started yelling get off of me your sick..but when i did that he put his penis in my mouth. then i took it out and he yelled at my saying if you dont do everything i say then i am gonna kill you..so at that point imma like ok, i will because i didnt want to lose my life because of him. he made my strip all my clothes off and have vaginal sex, oral sex, and anal sex. he made me suck his dick and he fingered me...so by that time i was getting into it and i was sorta enjying it..it felt so good, i know thats nasty, but i dont know if i should like it..i know techinally hes my teacher but it feels so good..but is it normal for me to like it...even if it is very, very disguisting?
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Let me be honest with you and tell you a little story about myself. I was raped when I was 17, I was still a virgin at the time when this happened. I felt so ashamed of myself for allowing something like this to have ever happened to me. My thoughts where why was I not smart enough to see this comming. How come I was not strong enough to stop it. I was confused and hurt and not really sure what to do. I never told anyone for a long time. But when I was 19 it happened again this time by a differant guy. He was forceable with me and even held a gun to my head threatened to kill me. I was very scared because I worked with this guy, and had to face him everyday. It was so hard knowing what he had done and not feeling like I could turn to anyone because my life was at stake. That guy eventually did move away and he got caught. I finally did tell my parents about both rapes. There reaction was not what I expected though, in fact they flat out asked me what did I do, for these guys to rape me. The facts are I did nothing to influence the action of these guys. Men like these are predators and pray on the weak or volnerable. The fact that he is a teacher puts him in a prime position to do this to many, many girls, if he had not already. The facts are this he most likely had been with others girls because it was very easy for him to be this way with you. Second is what STDS or other things he may have given you. Third if no sexual protection was involved there is a possibliity of being pregnant. So for all those reasons you need to see a doctor right there. If you are scard to tell your parents or are worried with even your friends knowing. Go to a free clinic get checked out and tell someone there. As far as your parents know its a regualar check up. But ask for a nurse when you are their someone who is a feamle. Tell the nurse everything and who the teacher was that did this. The nurse at the clinic or doctors office can help you handle everything from there. If you ask them to and say that you prefer your parents not to know they should repect that especially when a threat on your life was made. Please sweeite dont let this teacher get inside your head and let that fear set in. Because once you let him win, he will continue to be this way for a long long time. How many girls will have to deal with all these fears, worries and hurt. STOP HIM! I am willing to help anyway I can, in any way shape or form. I will do anything to see this guy behind bars, where he should be. You may not see it now, but mentally he has already messed you up. Phyically harmed you, and took you by force. This teacher having to place a threat on your life, tells you right there he KNEW what he was doing and he was dead wrong for doing it. PLEASE< PLEASE PLEASE do what I suggested, and dont lose touch with me.......
Take a long look into your heart and do what needs to be done, you are not alone
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Please tell someone immeidately!! He could do this to someone else and most likely will if he hasnt already!!! He RAPED you and you need to realize how serious this is!!! Respect yourself and pleae please tell your parents please!!! Dont let this guy get away with this!!!!
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Whatever you do, don't take a shower!! yes it's normal for you to enjoy it because it was the pleasure, but it was a disgust that it was someone who was your teacher. You should tell the police ASAP and don't go to school until everything is settled. It's just a threat because he obviously does not want to get in trouble, but he would get in even worse trouble if he did try to kill you. Tell your mom/parents and they will contact the police. You will be in good hands, but if you don't tell them, who knows what can happen next, he could threaten you in his class or dismiss you out for a few minutes and do all these things for him.
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