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so i havent told you any stories in 10 days... i pretty much told him to go kill himself. he told me how im one of the many reasons why he doesnt go online, then he blocked me just because i wont leave him alone..though i say something to once every 4 days. and that he got the hint that i care but i havent gotten the hint that he wants to be left alone. but what he doesnt understand is i just cant walk away..and i found an old screen name he doesnt know and it said he was on for 6 hours..and once it was 4 1/2 and it kinda hurt, to think 'is he on because he blocked me'..he says he isnt pushing me away or ending the friendship he just wants to be left alone till hes better.. well last night i was up til 8AM and my mom wasnt happy because 2 weeks ago i was up till 10AM..and i cant sleep..no matter how tired i am.. i mean back at the party my friend was like 'when i come back from oregon were hanging out, i said okay..' hes really amazing, and can always get me to laugh and attempted to sit there till i was ready to talk, if someone didnt pull him away. so we walked around 6-8 miles, for like 2 1/2 hours...i was exhausted..but i couldnt fall asleep..and now its gonna be the same thing.. i attempted sleep at 11:30ish..and its now 1.. and i gotta be up at 6:30..granted ill be home by 8:30-9...but still my mom isnt haoppy and knows the reason why im not sleeping and says i have to get myself organized..and urgh i dont know what to do..i cant fall asleep -_-
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Sounds to me like it could be best to try and
forget him, It will be hard to do but hes
starting to sound a bit selfish. Everything
always has to be HIS way. Thats no way to
treat your friends. Just let him sit at home
and feel sorry for himself the rest of is life.
You need to move on to better things.
This friend who seems to care a lot about
you looks like a good place to start. Poor
guy is probably just waiting for you to look
his way!
Start thinking about that guy. You'll soon
be able to sleep. In the meantime, get some
Tylenol pm. Take it a couple of nights until
your body gets back to sleeping normally. :)
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