ok well..I wanted to know if there's a certain number I can call or a place I can visit for people dealing with depression/suicide/self-mutilation? I want to be able to talk to someone and get help without my parents knowing. I really don't want to go down this road again. I went through all of this before and finally my parents think everything is fine and dandy. I swear if they found out..it'd be like re-opening wounds and we'd be back at step one. Help please!
In which they have a hotline number (1-800-448-3000). They claim to they can help:
"...with suicide prevention, depression, school issues, parenting troubles, runaways, relationship problems, physical abuse, sexual abuse, emotional abuse, chemical dependency, anger and much more."
I hope that you find your way through this struggle quickly. I know it can be a hard road to travel and if you aren't willing to open up to your parents it's going to be a lot harder. Remember that your parents are there to help you, not hurt you. They may be helpful at giving you advice or finding you some reliable help so you don't have to journey alone.
Please consider reaching out to your parents. Yes, they may be confused and scared but I know you are too. If you're truly seeking help then they will see this as an opportunity to help you and not a troubled teen seeking the wrong type of attention. They aren't going to be disappointed that you've slipped up, it will just make them aware of your situation and the fact that you do need help.
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