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Going insane/depression
i don't know what to do anymore.i dont really want to go into details but i can't stand it where i live anymore.
i can't stand living at the moment.i didnt realize until resently,but i dont really enjoy the things i usually do.I see a counceler,only because they thought i might need one after a natural disaster.Honestly that didn't effect me at all,but im soo tired of it all,the phycologist,my parents constantly reminding me of my mistakes,and on top of it i resently lost my best friend
it just feels like my life doesn't have meaning anymore.
please dont take this the wrong way,im not going to kill myself or anything,but i just dont know what to do,im not old enough to live on my own,my parents wont move,i dont know,but if i stsay here much longer i know i will grow insane
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Well, Know this, EVERYONE goes crazy with there parents around. When you move out, your mind will feel like a snow globe which is still, slowly going back into place and seeing that picture inside for the first time truely. Its a beauty thing homie. I know how you feel 100% so dont brush off my words like you know a thing or 2.
You need a purpose, I see a bunch you convinently forgot aboot. Your health, Your mind, Your I`Q. How be that cool fun good conversation guy, being someone with a hobbie so there not that guy who goes insane.
As for your growing, You need to put a stop to all that now. Its called a butterflie effect lil homie. It happens when your not doing alot. When nothing is happening. Too much time is on your hands, IT BUILDS UP!
And trust me lol homie. You havnt the clue on what true maddness is. You dont even know the peak on how it feels to be out of control and always on that sheer break of maddness. You just dont know, And i think a part of you want to know. And it will hide in you homie to find that out weather you want to or not. But only by dealing a absolute can you subdue this cycle lil homie. For that is how the mind works. You can say oh ok ill stop being crazy when its too late. You have to jump on it and deal a absolute over your self.
You might think oh one brain one mind, But your mind is more complex then that. But simple enuff to control when your aware your not in a made up fantacy you made from messed up realizations you made over the years.
But if you really just want a easy way out like most do. Take the fastest path- Philosophy, for thousands of years people have been doing it, And everyone who reads buddhism philosophy tell me that everyday is a new more brightful day. You just cant go wrong
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also, in first world areas the food causes psychosis which inculeds manic depression and ect
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Dearheart,
I am so sorry to read this. Do you want to feel better or do you like feeling this way? I am asking you this because it is you who has control of your life and your feelings, so take owner ship and control over it. I understand that you recently lost your best friend and it seems really tough right now. I will say this, we go through things as people, because we are being given an opportunity to grow and mature while gaining wisdom. It will go on for the rest of your life, but it's not about what's going on, it's about how you handle it. First of all, if you feel that you are going to grow insane and you still live with your parents, imagine how life is going to be when you are out on your own. You didn't really go into detail so it's kind of hard to really talk to you as deeply as I would like.
Life may have no meaning to you because you haven't yet defined what life is to you yet. Without definition or direction "goals" there is no meaning.
If you do wish to talk to me you may email me at sophia_pettus@yahoo.com. I will read it no matter how long and yes, I will answer it. I want to share something with you: I didn't understand why so many things happened to me in my life at such a young age or why things continued happening to me as I got older - now I know why, it was to help others through whatever they are going through and so, I give myself 100% to the best of my ability. Your life too has a purpose, it is up to you to open your eyes to realize what that purpose is and once you see it, realize it, accept it, live it and share it - you will be happier far beyond the place you are in now in your life. Shut that door, lock it and open up another window to visualize your new door to open. You may not be able to open a door to a new place as you speak of, but open a new door to your life and what you can accomplish.
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do things that make you happier, get some alone time. just to be able to breathe and reflect. write things in a journal. maybe try putting all your emotions on paper, in a poem/song/sonnet.
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