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lovesick and im loosing it
Im going to high school next year and ive never had a boyfriend. Im the kind of girl that is friends with a lot of people and a lot of guys. I really need someone to love me im becoming very depressed. Im bipolar and I just don’t think there is any hope for me. My best friend and I used to like eachother then everything went wrong and we hated eachother but now its back to just friends although we never even talk anymore. He says I scare him because I get really close to guys and flirt with them a lot, but I don’t notice I do that and nobody thinks I do “that” much other than him. He broke my heart and I fell for him so hard I don’t trust anybody guys or girls at all and I don’t like guys as in love or crush or whatever their still friends. Im love sick with nobody to go to. Ill be loosing all my friends none of them are going to my highschool. What do I do :/ ?
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okay down there below me..gilbertmar..he is a GREAT columnist...and although his answers are confusing once you figure them out they are like a rescue boat in the middle of shark infested waters...
i would just be yourself and start over new...who knows what will happen
-hayley
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Oh, to be wrapped in the arms of my one true love. To be folded and folded till we become one.
To feel his hot breath on the nape of my neck.
And to know I will never be alone again.
Pretty easy to write and say. But I'm much older then these boys that play. Do you think these kinds of things and feelings come from boys? In truth they only want their toys. Do you think you'd know the feelings when you felt them, I bet. Do you know the difference between loneliness and love yet? Do you know one boy amongst all you have met? Seems to me you may know their names, but who they are is not set.
Love comes from time, love comes from pain, love comes from knowing more then just names. Love can be fleeting, love can be true, but find the one that is meant for you. Be careful, be cruel, be nice, but no fool. Don't fret it, don't sweat it, love comes when it should. Be strong and don't push it, if only you could.
So desperate, so worried, if you don't get him you'll just die. You may panic so much you will miss the perfect guy. You'll settle for anything, who cares if he's right, in the end you can always just take flight. But as you did tarry, worry and fret, your one true love you did miss him I bet.
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