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yeah i know, he always notices when im missing, that it makes me feel special that he actually notices..i mean others do to, but he always makes sures to ask where i was. and at time he'd got mad last year that was always out..he was almost like obsessed with me. hahah =]
but yesterday i kept asking about my birthday present that he was suppose to get..and im like i know your not answering but please just answer..
so right when i gave up at like 11:30PM he finally answered..saying that he wasnt talking to me, or answering anything i had to say..and wanted to make sure i knew that..and im like yeah i stated that.. but we got into this conversation on what we wanted, and his wants and my wants. and he knows he cant get no secrets, no lies and no hurting him..and i realized that..he was just waiting for me to realize that i finally realized thats why we cant be friends..anyways..he told me he didnt exactly give up...or he would have took me off his buddy list and blocked people off his buddy list..so he admitted though he said he gave up he really didnt..but i told him as of last night i gave up and i was going to wait till he came around..then he admitted how he didnt exactly give up..and then he told me how he hates to see me in the hall and have to ignore me
he said " want a friendship where it's not a lot fo bein serious jokin hangin maybe we hang every weekend maybe we hang never but always see we will but we see each other ins chool where we dont need to hang a friendship where no1 gets hurt and we dont have to worry about always bein serious that would be a good friendship"
which is exactly what i want :-X
and he said "and i really really really wanted to be like that again cuz i dont wanna walk down the hall and see u and then ignore u"
the only thing is june 12th is the last day of school...and were on spring break then we get a week off for memorial day weekend because we used no snow days...so that isnt much, and i dont want to waste my last month of my senior year not talking to him...and having to talk to him right as we get to the end..thats the whole reason why i didnt give up yet. erhh but now i know how he really feels :-\
gah! =[
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