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this might be long.
well feb. vacation i went on a royal caribbean cruise, and let me tell you, it was amazing. i went expecting it to not be as good as it was. i didn't think i would even meet anyone, but i made a bunch of friends. it was wayy too short though (only 5 nights) the first night we met a bunch of people and we hung out all rest of the week. the second to last night, me and this kid were talking more and i started liking him a bit. then the last night we were talking like all night and i ended up smoking with him, and talking some more. we all didn't want to go to sleep because it was the last night so we were all hanging out and we were like cuddling and whatever and he was compeltely blazed and didnt feel good so he kinda like passed out on my lap so i just scratched his back(it was probably a "move" but i didn't mind:])so we walked for a bit and we were holding hands and whatever, by then it was 5 AM so everyone was like we should go to bed but me and him wanted to stay out but my sister was like dude go to bed you're like dead so we had to ilke search for his room because he forgot where it was haha so my sister was just like go and pushed him towards his room(grr) so he lke stumbled his way down the hall and i really regret not "helping him to his room" or kissing him or anything. we didnt even get to say goodbye :[
we talked through facebook for a bit after we got back but not anymore. but i really miss him and i dont want to keep start conversations about nothing. who knows if he even misses me back. i don't know, he's just differant from other guys i've been with. like he was actually good to talk to and had depth to him unlike the cookie cutter guys back home. we just really connected. i don't know how to explain it, but lyrics that are like exactly how i feel are just one night by cassie (except the sex part lol) feeling this by blink 182 (the part when tom sings in the middle is SO dead on) and against all odds by phil collins is pretty exact too.
i canotttt stop thinking about him and i miss my friends/the cruise in general so muchh. i hate coming home to stress and coldness. we've discussed a reunion type thing since we're all in the northeast but who knows if that'll even happen. i just get attached to things way too easily. how can i get over this and top missing him? whattt do i do?
(sorry this was like, a novel)
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I'm really sorry to say this, but I think that he's already moved on.. there's really not much else to say. I don't know if a reunion would be a good idea because things would just become awkward [since he's already moved on]. He just saw it as a short term thing, and probably didn't expect for anything serious to branch out from that. This might sound kind of cliche, but there WILL be other guys. Trust me.
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well you had fun. you made some cool friends and met a great guy. i will say this you can try and easy up a little on the whole i have a connection with these peolpe type thing and let the flow take place. if it is ment for you to talk to him again then it will happen. if you want to talk to this guy talk to him tell him how you feel. the way you said everything went down i know there was a connection betweent you two. now the reuion thing this can happen. someone have to organize it first. you cant just say hey meet me here you have to plan this. there is one other thing i want you to do though and that is get back into your life. have fun with the friends you have and make new ones thats around you and closer to you. it will all work out
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