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What's wrong with me??
i dont know whats wrong with me. i am 14/f freshman. i am very dramatic and emotional but lately i just act like i dont care about things. my friends are starting to notice. well at my school (i switched a quarter into the school yr) there are only like 35 kids in my grade (i went from 750 in my grade at public school to 35 in my grade at a private Christian school) and i feel like they arent my real friends. i have only a couple real friends at my school. people are always judging and talking about people. since im easily upset i just started to shut off those emotions and say i dont care. im not truly happy at my school and dont act like myself. i have amazing friends that i love outside of school but i dont see them that often. like once a week. my church friends and friends from my old school. and my boyfriend of course. also im moving in June and thats extremely hard for me because im leaving my friends and the boy i love. it wont be too bad wear im moving too cause i already have some friends and im hoping to start fresh. but right now i just dont care anymore. at least thats what i say and i dont talk all that much. im serious and treat school as my job cause it is but i never really thought of it that way before. now im kinda quiet and i just do my work. i do talk to my friends of course but i was just so much different at my old school. and i just think a lot of the time. i can still be social but sometimes my friend will say something on the bus and i will be like oh, ok and look out the window. i did that today and she was like why have you been acting like this? and i told her how im not truly happy or myself there at school. what is wrong with me and what should i do? please im desperate to understand whats going on with me. thanks :] and ps i am happy sometimes like at my youth group or with my friends or with my bf. and when i talk to my friends and bf thanks again i will rate :]
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well I have a friend kinda like that and I believe that every girl goes through what you are dealing with so don't worry or it'll really make you depressed. So I would like too know how is it that your felling depressed is it like these people are nice or too nice or is it like they are just boring? Beause if it's boring then you probably need to look for new people to hang with, because if these people aren't fun and your not having fun then somethings wrong. But if it's like they are too nice believe me I went from public school to private in 6th grade and all through 6th grade I felt the same way you do but now im in 8th n I have 1 best friend.. one and she is the greatest thing that ever happened to me so when you move just do what I did and it may sound mean but your going to have to basicly "friend hop" so go from clique to clique till you find that group you have so much fun with that you pee your pants just standing in the lunch line..it may take a while but you can do it
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To be honest, it sounds as if you are suffering from some sort of depression. Depression can be caused by a number of emotional disturbances.
You have gone through a lot lately, and it's getting to you. You aren't truly happy with your surroundings (most of the time) and you don't show the same charisma you once did before. The only thing I can tell you is to find your source of unhappiness and tackle it head on.
If you are upset that you are constantly being moved from one school to the next, and there is no good reason for it (parent gets promoted, you were expelled from a school, not saying you were, just examples, a military child, cheaper rent, or circumstances beyond your control) talk to your parents and let them know that you are unhappy with the way things are going. Tell them you had friends that you really don't want to lose. Maybe talking to them will bring a compromise in which you will all be happy. At least this way, you will get your feelings out there and let them know the damage it is doing to you.
Once you confront your source of depression, chances are you will start working towards making yourself happy again and things will work out.
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Well, I think that you just miss everything about your old school. And you probobly havent just addapted to the new people at your new school(i dont know how long you've bene there.) It really sounds like you just miss your friends. Seeing them all the time. I was just like you a few months ago. And then somehow, I just got over it. I was really sad, and I just didnt care about stuff very much. And eventually, I got over it. You wont be like this forever. I promise.
I hope I helped!
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