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I have a friend. One of my best friends acually. I care so much for him and i actually do love him so much i can't even explain, more like a very close sister or brother. One of the little things that i hate is that he smokes and does drugs. It's gotten to the point where i, myself can tell. We talk more on the internet than in person. If i was to confront him about the situation, i would have to do it in person...and we don't exactly live that close together. he knows i care about him.What hurts me most it that i can't be with him most of the time because we go to different schools and don't live in the same area.It hurts me because i have to watch him behind the curtain, doing things that i can't stop. watching him get hurt again and again only not being able to be with him during it. You could almost compare it to parents watching their children go through hurtful things, things that their children have to go through in order to learn from their mistakes.Things that a parent has absolutly no control of, what so ever. The pain I get , just from watching him stresses me out so much is sometime have to stop and cry, ME!! I never cry.This past two months my face has been breaking out in huge pimples because i am so stressed......about him.I have come to the point where i can't hold it in anylonger and am telling this to ppl on the internet who don't even care. Mostly people who couldn't give a shit about some girls problems.everything i am writing here means sooo much to me, ...to my life.I don't know. It must just be some stupid phase im going through. sorry for wasting anyone who read this's time.Bless you.seriously.
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I think if you care about him this much and you really are worried about him, you need to find a way to see him and tell him how you feel. If you dont your just hurting yourself by keeping it inside and causeing stress for you. You really do need to tell him not only to help him but to help yourself.
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