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i need help...
there's really nothing that wrong with my life. my parents are together, we're middle class, i have friends, there's food on the table, a roof over my head, it's all fine. but i don't feel that way. it all kinda started with this boy, i'm not gonna get into great detail but we went out twice & broke up last may. it's october now, obviously, & i think i'm still in love with him. i started liking him last november. my best friend treated me like crap. like really i couldn't stand her. now we're not friends & i think i might actually HATE her. alot of the girls in my grade are beautiful. i'm decent looking i guess, but i really wish i was truly beautiful. i care more about what people think of me then i think of myself. when i get stressed out i pull out my eyelashes. right now i only have a few on the bottom & i don't want to leave my house because i feel disgusting & i hate myself. it feels like when people look at me all they see is my bald eyes & my insecuritiies, & people make fun of me for my eyes. i think i have a real problem, it's been gonig on for 5 years. it happens whenever i feel stressed & i suually don't even know i'm doing it. i feel disgusting most of the time & i hide everything behind a huge smile & a bubbly personality, but whem i'm alone everythings different. this is more like a confession than asking for advice.. but is there anything anybody can do to help me with anything in anyway? i know there are people with big problems & you all probably think i'm pathetic, but it just feels good to get it all out.. sorry that it's so long.
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hey....it sounds like you need a friend and a hug--i just sent you an online hug! did you catch it?? hehe...but its okay to miss him but you got to move on, i know its hard, but a good way to get over a break up is this website..it talks about how to survive them:
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and as for the pulling out the eyelashes thing:
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Its okay that it is long and no your not pathetic you just want some awnsers..i hope i helped!!! best of luck!!
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Hey girl!
I think you need someone to talk to, you sound like you need a best friend, and, in your answer unfortunatley, you dont have a very loyal one. do u hav a sister, or a close cousin? Sometimes i go to them. But if not, your welcome to pour your feeling out here, and my ears are always open. I really ish you luck. And the eye lash thing? .... Try to stop yourself next time you do it! other wise you wpnt hav any left to do it to! But maybe a close friend? Do you hang out with anyone in skool?
Anyways, u got us adviceanators people, were always here for ya!
-Kim
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