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Throwing Up
15/m
Okay so I'm bulimic.
Please dont tell me that it will hurt me,
and to not do it.
Its my choice.
I take meds for my acid reflex (for the throat erosion caused by the stomach acid.), and im getting procelain venieers, and I brush my teeth after I do it every time (about 3x a day.)
Anyway is it easier to throw up if you let your food kinda dissolve in your stomach after you eat it. Like wait an hour or two then throw up.
I drink lots of water before I do it.
Helpful advice would be apperiated.
Thanks.
XCody*X
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I was eight years old. My mother sat me down. Tears were streaming down her face. I was so worried. Wouldn't you be if you were only eight and saw your mother crying hysterically? "Christi. she died."
And that was I needed to hear to start crying as well.
Christi was a close family friend. I had known her my whole life. Sure, I was only eight, but that doesn't mean she didn't affect my life. She was an aspiring model. However, like any model, she constantly worried about her weight. My mom told me she was bullemic. Obviously, I was too young to know what it meant. I then found out that it was when a person made themself throw up to become thin. And that it can destroy your throat and kill you.
Eight short years I knew her. She was one of the most kind people I've ever met. I'll never be able to talk to her again.
Don't for a second think that I have no idea what you're going through. I'm not proud to admit this, but I once would have done anything to be thin. Many people go through this. You are not alone.
However, this does not mean you should have an eating disorder. You claim it's "your choice." So you are choosing to kill yourself? That's ridiculous. Please do not continue with your eating disorder. You have no idea how many people would miss you.
Watch this and think: do you really want to look like this?
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It doesn't matter when you throw up
the results remain the same.
Meds won't work on the acid reflux for long.
Soon it will all be eroded. Surgery may help
then, I'm not sure.
Soon all your teeth will rot out. Guess you can get an entire mouth full of porcelain.
When your stomach ruptures and you slowly start
bleeding to death, maybe you will get help.
This site is not a place for others to
give advice on how to slowly kill yourself.
You have been banned for giving such advice
many times yourself. I'm sorry there is nobody
in your life right now that has a clue what you are doing to yourself.
If you have any plans at all for a future,
you need to get help for this problem now.
Nobody will date, marry or hire a person
who looks like a skeleton. Get help for
this problem before its to late.
Go ahead and rate me low. I care enough not
to give a shit.
EDIT:
You have advised people in the past on how
to be bulimic. That is harmful advice, even if
you cannot see that it is.
As moderators we let your question through
in the hope that someone, sometime will get
through to you that you need help. Maybe
someone will read this that hasn't taken it
as far as you have and will stop. Your question
isn't bad if it helps you or someone else.
If someone tells you how to kill yourself,
which is what you are doing (even if you
don't think so) They will get banned for it.
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I can see you are a regular user of this site so you know you will get plenty of helpful advice here. Let me be the first:
STOP IT YOU FOOL!
What you are doing will kill you.
Throat erosion is only the beginning. I'm certain your doctor has informed you of this, but you now run the risk of having your esophagus tear or rupture when you vomit. What a charming way to die that will be, suffocated by your own vomit. You'll be such a wonderfully thin corpse.
Your 'choice' is an illness and to continue to choose is selfish and suicidal.
No one here will help you kill yourself. See a doctor if you value your life or the hearts of those who love you.
EDIT in response to feedback:
Bulimia Nervosa is an eating disorder. Eating disorders are illnessnes, normally psychological conditions. Like depression, or alcholism, they might not seem like cancer or the flu, but they mean something is very wrong with the way that you think if you are willing, and even happy, to behave in a self destructive way.
That is why eating disorders are treated with therapy. Your body isn't sick (except for what is happening as you try to kill it) it is your mind that is ill, and desperately needs treatment.
Seek out help. Soon. If your throat is erroding PELASE ASK FOR HELP! That is a serious condition to be in. I am not kidding AT ALL about it killing you.
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