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please help me i can't controle myself.
14/m
well i think some of you remember me from when i asked about telling my girl friend how i feel. well we had fun held hand and did the hole shebang. you see i write music for 12 instruments and i would write and play her songs. she loved me and i loved her.
but today i saw her at the mall with my best friend and they were making out and he was touching her in places i won't say. normally i write music or song or poems when stuff like this happens but my mind is a dark shroud of anger and hatred and i can't release it.
please help me i'm losing my mind and worst of all i'm losing the ability to hear music in my head. i'm misrible. please don't judge me as some crazy love sick teen. think of my beautiful mind and how my rage and anguish are tearing me appart.
please all i need is a friend because i lost the only two i've ever had.
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First of all, Whata bitch. But, anyways, I know you have probably heard this before, but she isn't worth your tears, I know that doesn't help, but neither is that "best friend" of yours. I say enroll in activites find new friends, people that aren't backstabbers, and then when you find a girl get to know her, really well so that you know she won't hurt you, I know you'll probably be scarred for life, but you can't be depressed forever. I hope you pick music back up.
Good Luck,
Jillian
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One thing that has always kept me grounded was my love for music and I would never allow anyone to take that from me.(Being the music man that you are )I would imagine you would have wrote a masterpiece in light of this by now but I suppose maybe not.Any girl who would walk away from such a sweet person seems just down right crazy!Although I think you are too young to be in such a heartbroken state I do understand . Young love is a hard thing to conquer!But instead of thinking of this as the end of your world why not use this as a time of great expression!Throw yourself into activities that you really love .Also remember that this is only the begining and I am positive that there will be another love coming along.Rage and Anguish?!Alittle deep but I feel ya! I know it must have really been hurtful to see that she was with your best friend but think of it this way at least you know what both of them are capable of now and you don't want to be around people like that! You will find new and better friends for you have plenty of time.Don't rush so much to grow up . Stay focused in your wolrd and enjoy being a kid ! Like I said this is just the begining!
Good Luck
Unity
P.S. Write a song about this and you just might have a hit!
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