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im loosing everyone and now im falling apart
Ive knew my best friend my whole life, for 13 years. We used to be so close then it went to us both loving each other so we always flirted and were always talking. Now we never ever talk we haven’t over a month and we always see each other but never say a word. We pretty much just ignore each other now. I can’t help it I just think how could he do that to me. The thing is I’m not really sure what but there has been a few times while we liked each other that we just messed up bad I guess. So I seriously hate him but then I love him? How? We were best friends we could and would talk about everything. I just can’t talk to him and I don’t know what to say now. What do I say? I’ve always had better guy friends then girl friends I get along better with guys. I still do, I think, but I can’t trust any guys except the only other guys I can trust are years older. But they’re not as good of friends. Im loosing friends I just get so mad at guys now and most of them didn’t even do anything. I don’t know what to do I’m loosing my friends and all the love I have. now he told my friend hes scared of me! now im loosing it! i scared everyone and everything away by how i dress and act and just what i do. how do i stop it??? i need help im loosing it.
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Well, you really are going through a hard time at the moment, at your age sometimes you feel stuff you don't understand. First of all, it sounds like you need someone to understand you and someone you can trust. If there's anyone near you who you could rely on, be close friends with, do it. You need to talk to your guy friend again and try and patch things up, because it's clear you need him.
You say you've scared everyone away by how you dress/act. Why is that? Are you being yourself? Are you acting in an unnatural way? If so, you need to be comfortable being completely yourself and it seems the real you isnt scary, so... stop being scary! This is a hard time for you like I said, and you just need to get through with the support of everyone around you. Good luck!
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