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some how iu always get in to screwed up situations
hello my name is rick barton
heres how it all started i have a freind who helped me out with two things the frist one was when i like a girl i mean really like her until she broke my heart she knew i like her, she said she would go out with me i kept on asking and she said no all the time. then one night when alica was over we were talking then meghan text me from my phone and told me that i don't want to ever go out with you and we should just be freinds. well i was devasated. and i relized she was using me. i ask her to go out and she said no but she asked me for something and i said yes. alica was there and told me you don't desirve her, your a nice guy and shes a female dog. just forget abouy her. then she told me if i needed anything just let her know. then i had problems with my dad. see my mom and i left him because he was very abusave. any way monday he said something so bad i cant even repeat it. i was very hurt. i needed to talk to someone i could trust. it was alica. she help me that night. so that night i texted her saying thanking her for her help. then i told her after talking to her i didn't want to take my own life. she said i'm glad your a nice guy i would miss you terblity if you would do that. i said really. she said yeah i love being arouind you. i told her i loved being around her. from that point i wanted to be more than just freinds.
you may think well thats not so bad. well heres the f up situation i always find myself in. she has a boyfreind who just happens to life at my house. i know its wrong. i say no but my conscious says yes. i also kno that its wrong but i pray to god that they break up. see he can get a girl quicker than a fatman eating a hotdog in a hotdog eatan contest. me no i havent had a girl freind in six years. in that time span hes had 10 girls, 3 to 4 kids and two broken incagements. thats why i pray to god for them to break up.
she tells me that she sick of him being over effectioate. she hates it she tells him to stop but he don't. also she hate the fact that he is a mamas boy. when we are haning out when he come around it looks like shes annoyed. when he leaves she says thank god. i go he annoys you dont he. she goes yeah. is that a good thing for me? owe yeah the other night the three of us were playing truth or dare she asked me on a truth these questions would you quit smoking for a girl that you went out with (cause she wants trying to quit smoking) and i go yes. then she said would you ask me out. i said yes, she answered i would say yes. does that mean she is inteasted? i really like her. i never felt this way before. i'm 21 years old and lately i've been crying because i want to be with her. the fact that the next day they break up he will have a new girl. i pray saying why can't you just have them break up. and i know thats jelously. but i'm 21 years old. i never cry. i make her laugh, and as i said we enjoy each others company. but i don't know what to do should i leave it along or go for it? if it wasnt for her i would have killed myself cause of my dad. im just so confused. i never had these feelings for a gorl like this. please im begging you for your help!
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Well first of all, you need to tell Alicia the way you feel about her. If she's always complaining about her boyfriend to you but stays with him anyway, it could be because she gets to see you when she visits him. Look, you won't risk anything by telling her. If she really wants to be with this guy then she'll stay with him but if you tell her what you're feeling and she feels the same way, then you could get the girl. The worst thing that could happen is that you get a black eye or a broken nose as a gift from your buddy. Even if she feels the same way about you, Rick, you could lose the friend but if you're willing to risk that to get the girl, then I say go for it.
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okay truthfully i think you should talk to the guy you live with. since they dont really seem to be hitting it off to me i think if you talked to him and they broke up you 2 would have a real shot. Plus he doesnt seem to care about her as much as you do, you cry because you want something you dont think you can have since shes taken. if the guy wont break up with her or he wont listen to you talk to the girl. she seems really nice and i think she would listen to anyone especially you since you guys are close.
hope it all works out!
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