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fucked up life
i hate my life so much. just everything about it im always mad or sad never ever happy except with my friends which is only like every other 3 days. everyone of my friends have had a time they need all of us and now its me but nothing helps and im only happy with them. my parents dont let me express anything at all. so when i get mad its hell then im grounded. in my life everything bad happenes to me and my friends try to keep me out of it. they can tell out of everyone i am deppressed and what all happenes to me. so when i am with them we go scream till our lungs give out then im fine for a day then im mad enough to kill myself and they say ill end up suicidel. i have to wear pink and brights when im not with my friends. my mom thinks im deppressed and going gothic. no duh i have been for almost a year. and its not getting better they make it 10X worse. im crying my eyes out now. i canot get a therepist what else can i do.
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Everything WILL get better. Believe me I know. I was in the same position you are in. Life can be very difficult at times, and I know that right now it seems like it has been this way for so long and that there is no way out of the cycle, But there really is. It is good that you can rely on your friends. Tell them everything. Write it all down in a notebook, if you are angry at someone write them a letter then rip it up. I Promise you that things will get better. Maybe there is someone at school you could talk to? A teacher that would just let you close the door and vent? I don't know the whole story of why you are depressed, but if you would like you can Instant message me at wishes count or send me an email at pvbandfreak@yahoo.com
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Well suicide is not the answer to a personal problem. Why risk going to hell if your a religious person you should know that in the bible it states thou shall not kill.
meaning yourself or others or your not going to heaven.
I suggest you take your stress out on boxing that helps alot of people take away stress in their life.
Or you can become more active in a sport.
I suggest you have a personal talk to your parents no matter what they say dont back down say Im really having a hard life and Im always in pain and that I want to become more and more better then becoming gothic tell them they need to be more understandable about your feelings and need to have more respect for you when your trying to get a word in...
If that doesnt work talk to a school counselor and they will schedule appointments with you every 2 weeks to see hows life going
I hope I helped :]
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Talk to people that have got out of depression. The first thing you need to ask your self is what is the main cause of my problem, and then whatcan i do to change in a good way that problem. Yeah sure sounds easier then it is. Im sure your thinking he cant know what what i am going through of course id ont but, lifes way way to short to get mad/sad at small stuff. Now maybe your problem is something big, still that will lead you into getting mad at the small stuff. If it is something big then you need to figuir what you can do to change it. You have to remember there is only one person that can end you depression and that is you. you have to make the iniciative. Sure your friends help, bt if you really want to i believe you can. Next talking helps a ton, if you have someone to talk make sure you do, you ont then you need to find someone.
Remember life is to short to swallow yourself up inside.
I know this message probobly wont change every thing but i hoped it helped at least a little.
good luck
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Is there any way you can express yourself without your parents getting mad at you? If music is too much for them to handle, either by blasting it or playing it, then try & draw. Or write some poems. For whenever I get mad and feel like crying, I made a livejournal, and I vent there. Whenever you feel mad, or upset, try going for a walk or find a special place where you can just scream your pain away.
And don't kill yourself hunnie, you can do so much with life, and if you die, there is no coming back. You can do anything you wanna do, and no matter what, you're important. When you go to school, see the counselor there. It's free, and your parents don't have to know about it unless you want he/she to tell them. I hope I helped, and if you ever need to talk, you can IM me. My sn is on my column. I'm on AIM more than Yahoo. =)
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