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Confused about myself.
I'm confused. And this whole world confuses me. Nothing makes sense to me, Everything seems so ridiculous... I don't even know why I feel this way about things, Life & people... I love so much, but sometimes I hate everything. Sometimes I feel like destroying everything in my sight. Sometimes I feel like crying my eyes out and I loose all confidence in myself, While other days I feel like the happiest person in the world, Like nothing can bring me down.
I have thoughts in my head which I can't control, as if i'm having a constant fight with myself.
Everyone just thinks i'm crazy. And I think I am going crazy. But I've always been like this.
What's wrong with me?
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You are definitely not alone. I can honestly say that I feel like this often. I know it's frustrating and difficult, but I'm not sure if there's some magical medicine or therapy to get rid of it. You could be bipolar, but I'm sure that a therapist has already suggested that. Since you said that they usually label you wrong, you might not be bipolar.
Personally, my confusion with the world stems from my thoughts. You know, I think too much. Overthinking can twist and distort the truth, which causes confusion, even though you think that a "thinker" really understands everything. It might sound crazy to someone who hasn't experienced it, but I have, so I know it can happen. It's almost like reverse psychology.
On the other hand, you could be very curious about the world, but you don't act on it. You could investigate to clear up any confusion that may be present. Ask questions, observe your surroundings, and look at the little things.
As for the different emotions, (feeling love, and then distruction, etc.) you could just be easily influenced. For instance, if your friend is having a bad day, you could too, and vice versa.
So many things factor into having a "good day" and a "bad day," and it would take forever for me to type them all out. There's not really a good way for me to explain why you have sudden highs and lows, because I don't know enough about you.
I hope I helped, and if you have any more questions, feel free to leave one in my inbox!
-Manders
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You could be depressed. See a counselor.
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