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lately i've been thinking about killing myself.ive been crying myself to sleep alot lately and last night i even went in my room and locked the door and started looking for scissors to cut myself with.its a good thing that there wernt any in my room,or i would have cut my wrists and killed myself.it just seems like no1 cares about me anymore and like everything bad that happens is my fault. and my brothers and friends are not helping right now, the reason i went in my room last night was because my brother changed the time on the oven,i was cooking a pizza at 400degrees and he changed it to 450 degrees. i've been getting mad like that , over stupid litl things for like a monthh now, and if it doesn;t stop im afraid im gonna get so mad and sad that im actually gonna kill myself,and since im a christian,i know its wrong but i just cannt help it. i really want to become happy again, and stop thinking about killing myself.how can i do it?
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Have you considered couseling? Getting that upset over a pizza is not healthy. I used to be exactly like you: I got mad over EVER LITTLE THING so I know just how you feel. I find that taking deep breaths help me to calm down. Trying breathing in for three seconds, holding for three seconds, exhaling for three seconds, holding for three seconds, inhaling for three seconds, etc. Do that for 10 minutes at least and it will help you to stay pretty calm.
Again, wanting to kill and cut yourself is a big deal. You need to see a counselor right away. If you don't want to go see (or pay for) an actual pshychiatrist, go to your school counselor for some guidance.
In order to become happy with your life, you need to do things you love with the people you love. Surround yourself with friends that care about you. If the friends you have now aren't helping, go make some new ones that will. Tell your brothers that you've been upset lately and I'm sure that if they truely love you they will be there for you no matter what you need.
There is a way to stop feeling this way. The first step is simply to find help.
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I once heard a saying about suicide that described it as a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Nothing lasts forever, even the bad times. If you commit suicide, you miss the opportunity to learn from your experiences and perhaps help people who go through the same problem you did in the future. Problems are placed upon us for our own personal growth and to help guide others.
You say that it seems like no one cares about you anymore, which is untrue. I'm sure that your friends and brothers care, and I know that I care. So, are you alone? No. Remember and believe that.
Your life is worth living. If God put you here, you're here for a purpose; a reason. You aren't worthless. You have the power to make a difference and to get through this.
You might need to see a psychologist or psychiatrist, because you just described some of the symptoms of depression. Talk to your parents or guardian about it.
Don't commit suicide, please. You have so many more things in life to experience; Don't end it now.
I hope I helped, and if you have any more questions, feel free to leave one in my inbox!
-Manders
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no one is perfect we all make mistakes. think happy thoughts. there must be someone that cares about you.
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Wow I had the exact same problem. I can't be a doctor and diagnose you with depression, but I've read enough informations books about it that I can almost assume that it might be it. It is the one of the leading problems that people face so what I would advice you to do is, find someone you can really trust and maybe they can help you. I know its hard because no one can't help their own sadness, but you can't be happy as you want to be without taking a little risk. And you cant start healing unless you know what the problem is so I really hope you can seek out for someone trustful and get help because I would not want anyone to feel like that when I know how it feels like as well.
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you may not like the answer but its the only way. you need to put ur brother in the oven and up the temp 50 to see if he likes it i mean that pizza didnt disearve that (at no part in that did i answer your question) heres the real answer: think to yourself "how is my life compared to my friend's?""am I better off talking about it or botteling it up so when i do kill myself (if i do) will anybody no why" so simply ask your brother why you are doing this and tell him to stop and not everything is your fault i mean u didnt make the twin towers fall or anything and you should find somthing you enjoy doing (not drugs) and stick to that
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TALK TO SOMEONE. Find an adult you feel comfortable with and trust: a parent, a friend's parent, an extended family member, a teacher, a counselor, ANYONE. Tell them how you've been feeling and that you need help. They should take it from there. And as for your brothers, they don't mean to upset you so much. They're just messing around and being brothers. Hope I was able to help you help yourself =]
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