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worthlessness
ok so i feel super stressed im a sophomore and im so worried about college, like im not special enough i have nothhing that sets me apart from others.
also i just feel so worthless and useless like i have no purpose and noone would notice if i dissapear.
i've been thinkin about death too, like how easy it would be just to kill myself, then i quickly come around and realize i dont wanna die.
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ok tell you something...if you say your worthless then you are...NEVER say that your worthless!!God created everyone for a reason you know!You cant kill yourself,its first of all a greaaat sin because youll lose your life and afterlife cuz ull go to hell!!Everyones special in their own way,you just dont know how your special yet.If your so worried about college why not start studying harder?You need to have a goal in life,thats probably your problem...that you have no dreams,if you dont then hell yeah youd wanna die!because life without dreams isnt life.Think of your future man!Think of how successful youll be and how youll be rich and have everything you wanted if you JUST STUDY harder youll reach the top!And about noone recognizing you TO HELL WITH THEM MAN!!They wont help you if you fail high school,they wont make you more successful...well see who gets the last laugh when they fail and you reach the top!They can laugh now,but theyll cry later!And when you go to college youll meet new people that care about you for real.Most of high school students are kids that like rumors and all that shit.Just stick to your education man...its just TWO years,take thme as they come and dont let anything distract you from your studys...have an aim in life.Talk to your mom about how you feel...tell her mom i gotta tell you something,i have been feeling really down lately beacause...blah blah and i even want to end my life sometimes cuza blah blah....God created you for a reason and youll never know what it is if you kill yourself!
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First off, no death. Kay? No. Not an answer; not even a choice.
College is in at least two years for you, take a breather. As long as you're passing all your classes so you don't have to repeat them, there's not much more you can do than make the grades.
As for telling someone like your mom, start with something more subtle.
"Mom, I'm bored. I need something new to occupy my time. Something I can be proud of."
That sounds a little better than, "I'm bored with life, I'm worthless and want to die." Right?
Join a club, a city or school sports team, write a story, paint a picture, go to the mall, hang out with friends, watch a movie and cry your eyes out, stay up until three at a friends house. Read a Calvin and Hob's comic book [they're insane, I promise]
Be a kid for a while.
I know it's hard-- it's hard for everyone. But remember, what goes down must come up..
And, when I [cause yes, I've thought about death my fair share also.] contemplate death, I think about, 'What would happen to that gorgeious babe i'd marry if I was alive.. I couldn't kill myself until at least after that..But then, why would I want to?'
I dunno-- it helps me. Maybe it'll help you?
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