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why did love trun into hate.
im 14/f. i used to be very close to my sister who is only 15 months older then me. we shared a room for 14 years and i just got my own room. now we fight all the time. i tried killing my slef over this fight we had. i was hurting so much. she had sided with her frind. like she chose water over blood. she did this to me once when i was in 6th but i blew it off. [i had more patince then] atempting suicide was my cry for help but my mom blew it off as teenage hormons. i have never yelled at my parents or talked back to them. one day i screamd my head off at my mo for no reason at all. at random moments i cry, scream, lash out. i dont kno what is wrong with me. for about a week my mom avioded me. i dont kno why she doesnt like me. lately she ha sbeen nice but i think it is just becuase she feels sorry for me. we used to be so close but i messed up somewhere and i have no idea what i did. my dad is never home; he leavs for work at 5:45am and doesnt come home till 11:00pm. i never see him and we also used ot be close. now when he is home he yells at me becuase i am always getting in the way or messing up. lately i ahve been forgetting things i say i will do. i am not doing this unpurpose i just cant remember anything anymore. i feel like a cmplete screwup. i have no control of my emotions and i ahve no idea why. i dont kno how to tell somebody directly and i have no one i can tell this to to help my out in person. i fear i will one day soon take my own life. something has to be worng with me please i dont know what to do anymore.
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well basically they first person said it all but there was one thing he did not say the reason your getting and you are a girl and old enough i no this sound weird getting advice from a guy but your probably on your period when your on your period you will have mood swings that are hard to control but you will get over it and will feal a lot better and will not have those mood swings well just do me a favor and dont comit suicide it never works i know you feel bad but it will end and your sister is around your age to sooo she can be on her period also soo i hope this helped if you need anymore help my email address is christian_grg@yahoo.com
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that taking the "easy" way out shit dont work, I think there's more goin on, it sounds like your pissed at your "DAD" cuz he's never home...I mean you said you both are "tight" and remember your sister is older and probably in that "click" trin to play ya-know, well you better open up to someone---dont keep that crap buried it will eat at you everyday....sit down and open your mouth and talk in a civil voice to your mom...and resolve this...and if its to hard to say in person write your thoughts down, sit down beside her and give it to her......give yourself a hug, you took the first step and wrote all us....and asked our feedback...smile 2-morrow will be better...one step at a time...
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did you try apologizing to your mom for yelling at her, then telling her how you feel. i have seen things like this before, where a parent cant get close to a child and vice versa, and it is all because of mis-communication. Maybe your mom is avoiding you because you yelled at her, and she dosn,t know what is wrong with you. If you sit down in a nice way and talk to her, then im sure some good will come of it. I sincerely hope that that helps the situation, and i wish you the best.
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