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Someone stole my crush
I've seen this guy around school last year and I thought he was cute, but I never really considered on having feelings for a guy during highschool because I've seen so many of my friends get hurt by relationships.
Well, not giving that a second thought, I noticed him more this year. I heard things about him and he shares alot of common interests with me, but I didn't talk to him, up until last month. So I worked up the courage to talk to him and he seemed like the nicest guy I've ever met, and I really thought we were going to be good friends. However, I started getting stronger feelings and it just made everything more awkward. We started drifting apart so fast, and I never really got to talk to him after. He's a senior and I'm only a sophomore...so basically I don't even hang out with his friends. But that's not the point, the point is that just this week there's this girl who keeps talking to him, and I treated it casually because he has alot of friends that are girls. However, I overheard them talking about relationship problems and things like that. Afterward I kept seeing them walking together to every single one of his classes. What was even more horrifying to me was that today I saw them hugging at his locker. For all the weeks I've been following him around school at a distance, I've always seen him walk alone. It seems to me like she beat me to it.
I'm so unexperienced. I've never had a boyfriend, and I'm not those type of girls that make the first move because I really don't know what to expect. So to top it off, I'm depressed and I don't know what to do. I have SO much regret in me right now. I wish I could've reached him sooner...I could've taken all my chances and used it to my advantage, but other girls beat me to it and now I'm just...CRUSHED.
I am trying to get over it but I can't. My feelings control me but I don't want them to becuase its a distraction. I've never been so jealous and I just feel like I'm a big loser. I really want to be friends with him too but it seems like all he does now is hang out with this girl. Please help me out.
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Oh yeah I know how you feel I'm like that right now but now I also found a super sweet boy too but I'm still jealous of the girl who took my crush. But if you really havn't found out that they are together then you might still have a chance. Even if they were hugging at there lockers they might have been thanking each other for something but they might be together but you can have your friends go up and talk to him about who he likes and stuff like that or you could go up and talk to him and be friends and maybe he'll some around to you!
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