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Who am i? What do i want? HELP!
As a highschooler, I was wild. I slept with every guy who was interested & "worth my time". (Yes, I got a few STDs, but they were curable and I never really learned my lesson.) Once I was out of school, my virginity-til-marriage-type sisters tried to settle me down. My sisters' husbands introduced me to their friend, Jake, who had a similar past but, like me, was trying to turn over a new leaf. So we got together whick worked really well because the 3 guys were friends and me and my sisters were all close to, yea, anyway... Jake and I are about to go through a divorce because I am so tired of screwing around with him! It’s all we ever do! He says I’m the one that starts it. Yeah, I am! Because if I didn’t, we’d just stare at each other like idiots! I try to asked him questions, and he gives me one word! Like “Fine” or “Good” or “Yes” or “no”. So then I tell him about what’s going on with me and he just stares at me. He’ll go, “Oh” or something... Then the other day he got mad at me because I always talk about myself and never let him talk. Uh, hello? He doesn’t talk when he has the chance! Jake says he loves me and not my body. Well, I believe that, but he never really shows it. Having sex is supposed to be about love, right? But both of us have had sex so so so many times that I’m not sure it means anything anymore. He could at least say “I love you” during it instead of “Harder” or”Is that all you got?” We have sex if we're happy, if we're sad, if we're bored... it's all the same. And to make matters even more complicated, I met a really nice chick named Krissy, who's a lesbian. We sort of made out once or twice, partly because she's never hadsex before, even with a guy, and she's interested in getting physical. Well, I never thought I'd be a lesbian, but lately I find her curvy body more exciting than Jake's or any man's, not that I'm cheating on him... Just, I want to touch Kris the ways I've been touched. I guess I actually want to do a girl. Am I lesbian, because girls seem so much more interesting than guys now? Please answer!
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I think that you just want some attention and since shes giving it to you it seems right to do it. Your just curious i guess maybe bisexual? If your still sleeping with Jake then your not a lesbian.
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