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ummm...? Hey!
I'm an 18 year old guy.. and I have found myself to look at gay porn like a lot.. I can't get over how sexy it is.. The sight of two guys making out just arouses me.. especially if they are attractive..
but the thing is.. I have a girlfriend.. and I really love her... like we've had sex like 5 times.. and each time it got better...
I don't want to hurt her.. as I feel very bad after I jack off to gay porn...
Oh.. and I've had sex with like 3 guys (at my best friend's birthday party sleepover).. I didn't know them before.. and I don't keep in contact with them.. except for one of them.. and we keep seeing each other to have sex.. and it's the greatest! He really gives me a good time... I love him too, just like i love my girlfriend...
And I don't know what to do!
Should I stick with my girlfriend or my gay lover of whom I both love with all my heart..
Am I bisexual? or straight? or gay? I just don't know!!!
Please help!
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well, first of all, if you both love girls and boys, then you're bisexual.
but i would suggest going towards the guy. i mean, i know you say you love her, but if you truely did, you wouldn't have cheated on her. it wouldn't be fair to her if you were off having sex with another person behind her back.
so i suggest just telling her it's not working out, and break up with her. i'm not sure how honest i'd be with her, though. i mean she does deserve the truth, but her finding out you've cheated on her a couple of times is probably hard enough to take, but it being with another guy might make her feel worse. so for now, just let it be "i'm sorry, but it's not working out." or something. i hope i helped. ]
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