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Hey!
I'm an 18 year old guy.. and I have found myself to look at gay porn like a lot.. I can't get over how sexy it is.. The sight of two guys making out just arouses me.. especially if they are attractive..
but the thing is.. I have a girlfriend.. and I really love her... like we've had sex like 5 times.. and each time it got better...
I don't want to hurt her.. as I feel very bad after I jack off to gay porn...
Oh.. and I've had sex with like 3 guys (at my best friend's birthday party sleepover).. I didn't know them before.. and I don't keep in contact with them.. except for one of them.. and we keep seeing each other to have sex.. I love him too, just like i love my girlfriend...
And I don't know what to do!
Should I stick with my girlfriend or my gay lover of whom I both love with all my heart..
Am I bisexual? or straight? or gay? I just don't know!!!
Please help!
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wow, right now i think your in a confusing stage where you cant decide on which attraction is more strong than the other. I think you should continue with your girlfriends realationship and stay faithful to her. If you still have temptations looking at other men than you know you are gay on some level. Just be fair, don't play with both lovers hearts, pick one. I don't know if your gay lover knows about the girlfriend but he won't know about it for tooo long, that goes for the girl as well.
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the truth is that you are bisexual,and if you love your girlfriend like you say you do, you will tell her the truth because you will keep having urges to sleep with other men and eventually she will find out anyway. But if you keep hiding and sleeping with men ,your girlfriend or your gay lover will eventually find out about you.So what im saying is its gonna catch up with you sooner or later,but most of all follow your heart,and hope it comes out for the best.you have alot of decisions to make,and make them wisely.
hope i helped
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