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sleeping isn't all that bad; when all you do is cry
i sleep a lot. like it's all i want to do lately. sleep. because if i dont sleep; i cry.
there's nothing i can do to make it better.. im depressed. and i refuse to talk to a counselor or what not, i refuse to take pills. so my quesion is, how do i make myself start eating and staying awake again? because my parents are beginning to worry..and if they get to worried they're gonna go to my school and talk to my teachers, which will just embarress me..so no thank you! so what can i do to look like im not depressed?
truth be told, i want to get better.. but i cant. my life is to bad. everytme i try to make myself happy again, i fail myself.. which makes me even more depressed. i can truthfully not remember the last time a laughed (and it wasnt a fake one) i kid you not! im not trying to make you feel sorry for me, i just need help. i hate my school, my family (don tell me to talk to them about it, they'd get so mad at me!! in their eyes, depression is weakness, and they'll be mad cause they raised a weak dotter..) school is really bad though. its not that i dislike it. i hate it. Uggh sorry im done complaining, just help me with how to fake happiness please.. thank you.
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I honestly know how you feel sweetie. I have(and still do fake happiness sometime). And I do not like talking to my family so I get you there. But honestly if you looked around for the right counselor it might help to talk through your feelings. I know this isn't what you want to hear. but still i understand most of what you're going through. If you haven't been eating you might WANT to see a doctor, you might have an ED. If you have the negative of I want to get better but I CAN"T. Than it sounds like you don't want help or you are afraid to get help cause maybe it wouldn't work. I thought that before. But there ARE people out there that can help, that's what their trained for. And maybe you should see if you schould switch schools if you hate it so much?
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