i always pretend to be someone im not, cuz im afraid that if i show people who i really am they wont love me anymore, i smile when im crying inside, and i lauf when im dying inside. i cant tell anyone of my friends why i moved away b/c i know they wont understnad. they wont understand the realmee.. everyone sais to stop beingso afraid but if they knew why i am, they would undersytand..
x0x-living in hiding
Second of all: I can't really help you because I need to know the real problem. What can possibly be SO bad that you're living in your own shadow? SO bad that you "feel like you're dying"? A LOT of people go through bad stuff. Some people who seem super happy even go through some. But that's the kind of people who don't let it affect them. You have to try to do that. No matter what it is, try not to let it affect you.
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