I guess my question is,is it werid the way tha i feel and act? It feels normal to me, but odd at the same time. Almost like i am in a relationship with these two people and have to "get over" them. That souds odd but it is what it feels like.
I dont know this isnt clear at all is it, i dont know how to put it into words what my question is.
sorry.
Maybe because she is always caring for others you are searching for a woman who cares and gives advice and support to you as you think that a mother should. I don't think that you think this consciously but it may be a factor.
It seems to me you are looking for more from these women then they can possibly give, I know you said that you are getting a counselor at school to see you once a week, is it a woman? Also have you ever had this reaction with men?
Get back to me with other info, and I can probably direct you to why you may do this and what things you can do to try and stop obsessing.
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