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what does this mean today when i was still waking up i had the idea of me and one of my guy friends giving each othe blow jobs and it didn't seem so bad but and the idea keeps occuring to me what does this mean i am 110% straight and extremely homophobic please help i dont understand after i mastrubate the idea seems pretty gross but then it just comes back to me again help thanks
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Homophobia doesn't help anyone, least of all you. It makes you worried about these fantasies, when in reality they could just be a good way to get your engine revving.
There is also a possibility that you are bisexual or gay - both of which are absolutely fine - and any extreme dislike of homosexuality is only going to make accepting yourself more difficult.
In the meantime, try not to beat yourself up. Fantasies are common, and many people think about things that they wouldn't try in real life. Take it for what it is, an enjoyable mental picture, and try to relax a little.
Best of luck. ]
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