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I worry too much...
My biggest weakness of all, is that I worry too much that my friends are going to turn against me. I never use to be like this. It all happened in 7th grade when all my friends just suddenly stopped talking to me, and being very rude. I couldn't figure out why they turned against me. I then found out that the reason why they treated me like that was because of something that happened in 6th grade. I hated 6th grade because I turned against my one friend. I regret that so much! I wish I could go back and change it.
Well after I found out why they turned against me, everything was ok between all of us, except that I felt like I was meeting them all over again. I started acting real shy around them.
I don't any more, but I'm constanly worrying that they're going to do the same thing again. Even though I'm going into high school (and I'll be making new friends) they're all comming to the same school. If my one friend doesn't call me, I get worried that she turned against me and doesn't want to talk to me. Even though sometimes I don't feel like talking, just knowing she called makes me feel relaxed. I can't stand this! Its driving me crazy. I wish I could move somewhere else or go to a different school so I get leave it all, but I don't think thats gonig to happen.
I also get scared if my one friend doesn't say something like "i love you" in just a friendly love type of thing, that she is mad, or if its not in capitals or something like that. I'm very paranoid and I hate it.
I'm sorry this is long. But I really needed to tell someone. Thanks! :D
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Want to answer more questions in the Relationships category?
Maybe give some free advice about: Friendship?
They seem to have forgotten about it you need to also. It happened, you apologised and everything is okay.
They aren't going to abandon you again because knowing the consequences, I doubt you will repeat the mistake. :)
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