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i wish i was gone
4 the past 3 years ive been feeling like i want to die and i have stress that just wont stop.i feel like everybodys like against me and i havent eaten in 4 days and i hope that im not turning anerxic.eveyday i get in arguments with my parents and teachers.i tried to commit suicide a few times but either the pills were old or it just didnt go through as planed.i think im adicted to cough medicine.i dont know what is wronge with me ill be overly happy one min. and they next ill freak out and start balling.i dont know what to do.please..HElP
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think of it this way, you only have one chance if you commit suicide. By committing suicide, you are not giving yoursself a chance for things to work out. Remember that suicide is PERMANENT. You can not reverse suicide. You are probably suffering from Bi-polar. I have that on top of ocd and anger problems. I have been at times where i was hurting so bad that i would cut myself to releave the pressure. It was kinda like getting high. it took my mind off of everything. but when i came back to my senses, the pain was worse. Counselors work wonders. You just have to be careful what you say to them. They have to tell your parents when the mention of suicide pops up. You could just tell them what you're going through. Tell them what makes you start bawling. tell them that you could be very excited then go to being so depressed. My cousin has bipolar and every now and then she has to spend some time at "the Harbour" where she can talk to counselors and the monitor her. (kinda like a hospital clinic thing.)Tell the counselor what is on your mind. Or tell a good friend. Trust me when i say that counselors work. I go to a counselor 2-3 times a week and we just sit and talk. it really helps. you should try that.
Good Luck,
Smichele427
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Depending on how old you are.... your either A) depressed and going through a bi polar stage. Or B) Going through a mid life crises.
Either way you should talk to a specialist because iv been through that before and trust me you dont want to go through it. Once your dead your dead you arnt coming back and trust me its not a cool feeling to be over dosing on pills iv done that more than once to know it hurts when your laying in the hospital and there sticking shit down your throat trying to get you to throw up. Plus your pain level is much higher so you feel pain faster and worse. Once they stick that IV in you you want to never do it again. But like i said if you need any help with this kind of thing i know more than enough to help you i went through the same thing that your going through right now. I stopped eating for like a month once but it was just because i wasnt hungry i lost ALOT of weight and it wasnt healthy. Write me back tell me how its going i want to know. Hope iv helped.
~*~ Short N Punky ~*~
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Back in the days that I was married to a sailor, (thats another story from 40 years ago) we were on a ship that was sailing to Guam, and there was this little boy, who did not get much attention. I would talk to him, and he told me of having feelings like you have discribed, dear. He did try to take his life once while I knew him. He jumped off the deck of the ship, trying to get to the water, but he landed on a deck anbout 10 feet below. His wrist was sprained, but that was all. I hope, child, that nothing more than a sprained wrist will ever come upon you. if you feel unloved I just want you to know that I love you, eventhough I don't know you. I love everyone and don't want anyone to die. Please consider seeing a pshychiatrist. I admit, I see a shrink even today, and I'm an old lady! SO don't feel ashamed, dear.
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Wow actually I have been feeling like that the last couple of days. Well life is tough and there is nothing so bad in your life that you have to kill yourself. Trust me!!!!! Try to talk to your parents about how you have been feeling, maybe they will try to help you. Also try to do whatver makes you happy and lay off of the cough medicine please. Talk to your school conselor or someone you trust about how you have been feeling lateley. they will probably help you. And just remember that everyones life means something and you don't have to kill yourself.
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you probably dont feel very comfortable talking to many people about this do you? but thats what you need to do, you need to talk to your guidance counselor at school and write it all down and stuff. it will help get some of it out. cry when you need to because its calming. you should start eating again, it'll be healthy, try healthy foods. and try exercising to relieve some stress. and one very important thing is to talk to your doctor. how your feeling might be something chemical that you need medication for. which isnt a bad thing, lots and lots of people have depression that they are treated for and it really does help. just try to relieve as much stress as you can, take a break from it all, and talk to someone
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i'm really worried about you. It sounds like you are feeling pretty hopeless right now. The best thing that you can try to do is talk to someone at your school, guidance counselor, a teacher that you trust, or anyone. It sounds like you really need to find someone that you can open up to and trust without worrying about being judged or fighting with them. I don't know where you live but most areas have community mental health centers where you could meet with a therapist who would be able to help you with the concerns that you mentioned. The feeling of not wanting to live is a powerful one . . . . the best advice that anyone can give you is to really seek some help from someone that you trust. Take care.
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Im really sorry you feel that way. No matter how many fights you get in with your parents, do you know how sad they will be if you commit suicide? Same as all your friends. Don't hang out with emotional friends, you dont need any more negativity in your life. Eating might make you feel better. Take some time to go on a little vacation. I'm sorry my advice isn't that great, but just remember doing sucide hurts the people around you as much, or maybe even more than it hurts you.
Good Luck... Let me know how it goes.
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-brittany
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