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i don't know what to do
ok well i have a boyfriend and we've been together for 3 months since today. and lately i haven't been sure of what to do. ok well i will show you a conversation with a guy friend of mine instead of type it all because it says it all in the conversation:
Me: i have alot of friends we offer to give me drugs for free but i say no though it gets really tempting
Friend: dont
Me: i won't next time i get tempted i shall think of you because weirdly when i think of (boyfriend name) i want to do it even more.....
Me: and i don't know why
Friend: wow
Friend: weird
Me: i'm confused does that mean i don't like him?
Friend: im guessing yes
Me: i don't know
Me: sometimes i think i do sometimes i think i don't
Me: i keep wanting to ask him for a little break to see if i still like him or if i want someone else but like i don't want to be mean and i don't like regret as i had said before
Friend: oh
Me: but like he's getting really serious about me...
Friend: ask him to slow down then
Me: ah i'm confused
Me: i think i like him and i dont think i like him i dont want a relationship but i do want a relationship and think he's gunna dump me but i also thinks he's not and i tihnk i want a break but i also think i dont
Friend: wow
Me: i'm bad at relationships :-\
Me: i sound like a bad girlfriend
Friend: no
Me: yes i do
Friend: no u dont
Me: i' have 54 ex boyfriends
Friend: u count?
Me: i can never decide what i want
Me: no (boyfriend name)asked me how many i've had so i had to find out
Me: i don't rememeber more than half of their names
Me: my longest relationship was 4 months well actually 3 years but i don't like to mention that one
Me: i have no idea what i want out of my life
Me: i can't even figure myself out
Me: how can i know what a guy wants when i can't even tell what i want
Me: grrr
Friend: i got an idea
Friend: have fun with your life
Me: how can i have fun with all this crap
Friend: just forget about it all
Friend: nothings goin to make me not like you
sorry if it was long but i'm not sure what i should do
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All I have to say is don't put anything harmful in you body that your gonna regret. Not for anyone! Don't be tempted. Don't let people put you in a place where you have to do something you dont want or shouldnt do.
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First I kind of agree with Stephanie in that you need to be alone, as in not in a relationship. If this is how it's been then you have to sit down and figure yourself out first. It seems like you doing that just because you are lonely or feel that you are missing something not being with a guy. But with the amount of time you with any one of them, it's more of you trying to not let it work. Until you can actually find yourself and know who you are, you won't be able to stop doing what you are in that looking to constantly be with someone and yet not letting it get too serious.
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you need a break in your life. id ont know how old you are but you ne3ed to stop going out with guys for atleast a month or to and stop worryin about them and have a life that doesnt give you drama and stress. take time out of your life and be a girl wit out a boyfriend and hang out with your true friend who have helped bring you were you are now and see how fun it is to be single and not be tided down. hope this helps you out.
*~Stephanie~*
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