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ok so.. last week my parents chucked me out and told me to never come back. the next day mum went ringing me saying come back or i'll call the police and say u ran away, so i came home... my dad was like sorry it was a spare of the moment thing i just went thanks. now everytime i do something wrong i go oopsy spare of the moment to like rub it in his face..
i dont normally tell my parents anything well not to do with my life.. which is pretty hard as i had a miscarrige 2 months ago.. and hid it all from my parents they didnt seem to care when i went round crying for 3 days.. then i found my best mate had taken an over dose in the holiday i didnt know what to think and just told her i would always be here.. i have taken an over dose before and slit my wrists many a times..
The day i was chucked out 2 of my closest friends had run away together but not to be together they just couldnt cope i had to do a police interview and everything.. i just feel like it's the end again i feel like i cant cope and how i feel now is exactly how i was feeling that day i took the over dose before.. BUT i'm telling you now theres no way im going to do it again but what can i do?? i have a councelor i've been seeing her on and off the last 3 years and going to see her on thursday as a family but i know for a fact my parents wil lie like they do all the time and there going to tell her i ran away.. my sister (16) has already told her friends that i ran out when i was chucked out,
my dad said he hates me he didnt care about me or where i went as long as i was out the house because he couldn't "control" me.
now i dont know what to do someone please help me!
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wow that is really some story and i am sorry to hear that. but hey ! you gotta get your life back on the track! i mean think about this
1. if you get back on your life, and think positive and be your best, then you can get a job that you will enjoy and make tons of money and live large.
2. and if you do become rich then think about the INDEPENDENCE !!! the world is YOURS!
and do not i repeat do not cut your self, its no good but scars and all that crap load. Trust me i know because ive done it my self.
and i even went further and threatned to suicide.
but i realized, that world isnt so bad and if i DO kill my self, all of my friends and people who care for me would be in a hurt too...
and if you still need someone to talk to then go talk to an trustworthy adult, like such as school counselor, your favorite teacher, and so on.
and if you still cant find anyone then i am willing to hear your story and help you in and out.
so feel free to email me anytime...
and reply is gurenteed...
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hey, looks like you're really having a tough time out there! you should really talk to your dad tell him how you feel about things if he doesnt listen make him or talk to your mom you seem to able to talk to her! i don't really think that he doesn't like you maybe it was just a spur of the moment and you should try to forget all this as soon as possible you're still young you should be having fun! well hope i helped!
aman x :)
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your definatly @ a hard point in your life right now to tell you the truth i think that you should continue to see your counselor.
Then you need to talk to your dad about how you feel and how badly you need help. he still loves you don't worry but he might give you some advice about how to "keep control" of your life. Please don't do another over dose, slit your rists again or try to commit suicide, it's not worth it. your life can only get better from here....hope i helped...goodluck~
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wow your life does seem pretty hard. all i can say right now is just don't do anything that you will regrate tomorrow. i was having issues just like you about 2 years ago and i almost commited suicide. i remember that morning i was sitting on my bed crying begging god for help, saying that if he didn't help me that at the end of the day i would kill myself. so i stopped crying and went to my church and ended up getting saved. i think what you need right now is to find a church where you like what they teach and just start getting involed there. i hope things work out for you!
best of luck!
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OK It's great you've decided not to overdose again that never really solves the problem it just usally makes it go away for a little while then comes back even worse then before. I know when stuff starts getting really tough i turn to my friends or exercise I know it sounds weird but it works believe me. As for your parents what can you do people are always going to believe them before they believe you so don't sweat it. Just when you go to your councelor let them speak don't get in a big arguement or anything and when they're done tell your side of the story.It really seems like you just need someone you can talk to whos not going to judge you and stuff so if you ever need to talk you can IM me my s/n is: Guns N RosesQT1. Hope I've helped you a little.
~*Trixie*~
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