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break downs
erin
im in such a bad place rite now. i just had basically an hour long break down including writing a note to myself so i dont tell/offend ne one else, crying, and just feeling completely crappy. i hate feeling this way. i have friends and i kno they love me, but i feel like im making every1s lives miserable. im not thinking ne thing desperate or life threatening or anything, so dont worry about that, im just in such a bad place rite now! i just wish so many things were different, and i were a better person and i had some1 that i could talk to w/ total trust and they knew who i was! but i dont have anyone like that! i have a best friend, but i cant fully trust her. and it SUCKS SO MUCH! i know that i sound very desperate and needy right now, but if u could try ur best to help me, i would be so greatful. thanks so much!
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Oh, I'm so sorry. Never ever think you make other peoples lives miserable. And no, you don't sound desperate and needy! Writing is a really good way to actually let your feeling out. It helps you realize whats wrong without having to, like you said, tell/offend anyone. Once you've written it, go back and read it, and it will make you feel a little better. I have like a thousand notebooks with things like that, its kind of like my escape from the world for a while.
I completely get where you are coming from wiht the trusting thing. I trust only like three people in my life, so when somethings wrong, I don't really feel like I have anyone to talk to, just like you feel. I wish I could help you with this, but I can't. I can be there for you anytime if you would like someone to talk to, because I COMPLETELY get how you feel. If you don't want to talk to me about it, then that is fine too. I/M me though if you do want someone to talk to, because I will listen to you 100% and keep whatever is going on between us, or you can call me, I know what it's like to have no one to totally trust or go to when I need them. I really hope I helped you and good luck! Feel better!
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