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Suicide Is Sweet And Swift ? Please....
I hate myself . And I can't stand it . I want myself dead . I used to cut myself , but I'm just an unloved rocker who just writes depressed,dark,killing,mental songs now for her rock band .
I just turned 14 and I started high school . I have only like a few new friends and all my old best friends . But , yet I still feel alone .
I hate myself . I think I'm ugly . All I want is a guy to like me and noone would ever . I guess people don't like me because I have crooked bones in my feet and I'm "gothic" because I dyed my hair black and bleached it blonde on top like the girl from my fave band The Start ( check out the pic I look exactly like the lead singer www.thisisthestart.com ) Anyways , someone help me . I sound depressed and I'm really , really , really depressed ...... so bad .... I cry to much .... nobody loves me ...... maybe suicide is sweet and swift better than here .......
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Anyone who likes Fear Before the March of Flames and looks like the lead singer to The Start can't be that undatable. You only just turned 14, you have friends old and new, This doesn't sound that bad at all.
I doubt people dislike you because you have crooked bones in your feet. And suicide is a concept reserved for the ignorant. Those who think it will be sweet and swift are going to be surprised when their last thoughts are that of pain and regret.
I'll say this again, you only just turned 14. Your very young. You desire a guy in your life, but I can almost guarantee you that you'll think differently when you actually start dating. Most guys (probably including myself) are assholes.
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suicide is definetly not sweet. Suicide is giving up. If you'd be more cheery and less depressed and down on yourself i think you could finda guy kinda like you.. you know gothic or whatever. Suicide is giving up and making yourself loose. If you live life out you'll find someone you love. if you give up your throwing away your chances.
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suicide is not swift. even slitting your wrists. your brain kicks into over gear and no matter how much you want to die youll try and save yourself. if you look exactly like that lead singer then you're preatty cute. you will find a guy who likes you, some guys dig the whole gothic thing. good friends are hard to find, great friends are 1 in a billion that means if your lucky you will have 6 great friends your entire life. all teenagers hate things about themselves. killing yourself is not the answer.
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Noooooooooo.... no, no, no. You said you have friends? ANY friends? Do you care about said friends? At ALL? Because it seems to me that you don't, if you are willing to put THEM through this shit. And what the hell is with the hair description? That, and the crooked bones, is unnecessary information. If people don't like you or think you're ugly, baby, that's THEIR problem. But seriously, your best friends care about you and you bloody well know it. If you had one iota of love for them you would either get help or talk to them, but you wouldn't even consider suicide.
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Blah blah everyone loves you blah blah.
My advice. Paint your room completely black. Then paint a ginormous eyeball in the middle of your wall. Now stare at it for fifteen hours straight. I'm honestly not sure how this will help, but I figure it can't hurt.
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