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im 12, i fall for this awesome girl. after a few days of flirting she finally shows signs of her liking me too. a few more days pass, she tells me she likes me. Time passes and my best friend tells me to go for it. I hesitate. i wait to long. during P.E i finally decide to ask her out, but to my surprise. My best friend, has been with her this whole time, She lied to me and I start to hate them both. im stuck in the same elementry as them so i see them together everyday, i act as its ok but my rage for them grows by the day. Everything from this moment on just piles up becasue i don't let it out.2 years pass, im 14, i hate myself and pretty much everyone (im serious here) im disrespectful, i don't care, i have a short temper and i wouldn't hesistate to beat up anyone who got me mad, if they were stronger than me id still find a way to get them. i struggle in hi school, my best grade yet is a c+. my family says blames them self because they think they can never make me happy. they r wrong,they do but there is a permenant anger inside my heart that brings me down and makes it hard for me to smile. I can seem nice, but its all a show. i just had to put that here, i dunno y. its long story put short so u may not understand it.
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I don't really know what you are questioning, but my best advice is to see a psychiatrist or talk to someone and get it out. I would hate them both too, but maybe you should just let it go. A lot of people in your life time are going to betray you and lie to you. Its just something you have to get used to. So don't trust so easily..people are deceiving. If you have anymore questions, IM me or drp it in the inbox.
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