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My Mom and her "BF"
My Mom:
I ask her if I could dye my hair maybe 2 months ago, and she said talk to me about it later, so acouple days Ago I asked her...
Me- So is it a yes or no to dying my hair?
Mmom- Im going to get my hair cut soon so ask my hairdresser about it..
Me- Why??
Mmom- because she knows how to do it
Me- But ur my mom and IM asking you, so if she said no i couldnt?
mmom- YES
me- WHY? its my hair! and she isnt my mom, she isnt even related to me
mom- Dont ask me right now
(I run into my room *steaming with anger*
My moms BF: I went in my moms room just to say hi, and he was watching fucking porno clip.. and he was all like CANT DO ANYTHING WITH THESE KIDS AROUND.. And my mom was liek what BRITTANy, get out.. and I was like fine, god I just wante dot say hi.. and I slammed their door and said maybe you should keep the door lcoed.. cuz the door was wide opened! He threw a tiny box at me while I was leaving..
Sometimes I like him and sometimes I dont.
My life is all screwed up! Well witht he relationship of my family anyways...
My Mom always rags on me.. and we live with her bf so if I told her I didnt liek him at all she wouldnt do anything cuz shes happy.. but shes a b*t** to me. I never spend time with her...
Im always in my crappy room, I wish It wasnt so purple, I didnt get to choose the color, I want it black and peaceful!!
And the kids at school make it worse, always making fun of me, I sit alone at lunch most of the time... People stare, but they dont care..
They just dont care, I have like 3 friends at school, not really, cuz if they were my friends they would sit with me..
WHY IS MY LIFE SO FUCKED UP!??!! what should I do?
Im sick of this
IM the same person who wrote about This Kid I reaaallly love and I wrote his name on my hand.. Its under love if u havent read it yet...
And I cant fall asleep and she always tells me go to bed, and I cant
err whats wrong with me, Why am I even here?
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To answer what's wrong with you, nothing I have seen so far. Why are you here? I'm not going to get bogged down in the details of what your mother did. It does sound like your life is pretty crappy, but I'm not sure there's a whole lot you can do about it. Try talking to your mum or her boyfriend about your problems (yeah, I know, based on what you've said it probaby won't work). I'd also say you should talk to this kid you claim to 'love.' Just get up and talk to him, and once he's your friend you can tell him your problems. And one other thing. I used to sit alone at school too, not because I didn't have friends, but because I felt like it. I was the one who had to go sit with them (lazy pieces of-). So maybe try that, and if that doesn't work, I'm all for cursing for making you think they're friends blah blah blah. The important thing is you can talk to SOMEONE about this, it will make you feel better. And just know that if you do really well in school now you can go far far far away to college and never come back.
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How old are you? Do you have any older siblings or mates you might stay with for a while, just to get a time out?
Also its probably a good idea to talk to a trusted adult [teacher or other] about what is going on at home.
Insomnia is quite normal, just read before you go to bed or have a warm drink.
With the dyeing you hair, it could be that your hairtype isn't dye-able so thats why you have to ask the Hairdresser. Mare than likely she will say its ok though.
As for the BF I think you'll just have to grin and bear him untill you can move out.
But still find and adult to talk to.
As for why you are hear, I don't know about any of 'gods plans' or whatever, but as the Desiderata says, 'You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.'
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You're here because god wants you here. God had a plan for you I promise. He just wants to test you thats all. . Sooner or later you will leave the house and your mom is going to regret ever treating you the way she does. She loves you but she has a hard way showing it. She probably is putting her boyfriend before you becasue she wants someone to love her. Everyone wants someone to love. Just talk to you mom about they way you're feeling and who knows it might make it better. TALK ABOUT IT. Don't hold anything in ok hun? You're a great person or you wouldn't be asking for help. I was the same way you use to be. But i just hung out with my friends. That way you don't have to be home all the time in the drama. Just don't do anything you might regret ok?
Bye hun,
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