Member Since: September 28, 2007
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yeah i really need to just let it out and know someone heard me, and a journal just doesn't work in this case..
i'm not gonna be a little bitch and cuss every damn second, err...i do...so not more than my usual.
okay i don't even think victoria likes me one damn bit..
i read her bulletins and yes, i am obsessed, i'll admit to that, but anyway, she's saying almost the exact same fucking things to this "tommy" guy that she did to me! what the fuck...what i'm wondering is does she just like me as a friend, or is it me who drove her away with my shitty personality? i can't stop fucking drinking, and i'm like running really really low, and that's my emergency stock, for something like this..
or was i just a part-time guy? since she had recently gotten over her boyfriend of like 2 1/2 years...and i was nice, mostly because of wayne..then i actually got to really like her...what do i do? since i can't just suck it up, and deal with it, this is different than all those other times..fuck i don't know, i pissed off, especially what happened today...
we were planning to see each other today, i was going to take my 6th drive, so i could finish the course, and i would walk over to her place, like 3 miles, it'd be worth it. but she needed to ask her mom, i was assuming a no. but anyway her mom said no...i got a little depressed, but that's like the 7th time in a row, so you know, i get used to it. i can't talk to her, only IM, which isn't like hearing a voice, so i'm like slowly losing it. back to the thing-she said the only good thing out of it was that anytime she has a friend over she gets distracted from her schoolwork (she said i inspired her to do more...i don't know if it was a line or the truth...i don't know fact from fiction anymore..) but we were just talking...then all of a sudden "tommy" shows up. what the hell?
1.) she said her mom said that no one could come over
2.) she said friends during the weekdays is not good
3.) she said she wasn't gonna have anyone over
and this dude shows up..how does that make sense.
oh and she said her friend lost her phone charger, so i'm trying to get a hold of her friend to verify...everything's turning for the worst, i need to find out, you know? then she tells me that he's taking her out to dinner...it just gets worse and worse, i was seriously gonna shut the labtop and fucking lose it. and "tommy" wanted to talk to me for a while, and he said i was a conceited, pessimistic emo....come the fuck on, i wish i was at victoria's house then, i don't give a fuck that she doesn't want me to kick her friends' ass, i draw the fucking line right there, that's bull shit! then he said she spilled soda on the floor, and he called her an idiot...seriously...i said accidents happen so shut the fuck up....and he called me over-protective, i swear i wish i could have beat his ass down to the ground. and i'm confused since i don't know if i was a part-time thing, or something....and why would she say the same thing to me as she did to that guy...and all he had said in a text was "you are perfect for me. Only a matter of days till I can see you, again. I miss those beautiful cheekbones, and driving you to get coffee at midnight"
hell i came up with better shit than that. and she's all absorbed into him...damn i don't know, i'm just fucking pissed off. fuck...this was why i didn't want to, yeah it's cliche, but "fall in love" you know? not literally, but that's what i first thought of. but why the fuck did it happen to me, why do i deserve to have this happen..and to think what i almost did, and she thinks tommy's bull shit can beat what she has done for me, all those songs were in vain...i don't even want to sing to her knowing that she likes someone else...that kinda the reason i was gonna talk to her best friend, all i care about is that she likes me more than a friend, i can work out the rest, but fuck! damn it! i'm drinking as i type and i'm like........fuck!!
well so what do you think? am i just being screwed over or what? and if so...what do i do? i can't just say "screw it, i'll get over her right now" i never felt this way before and i got the short end of the stick. yeah i'm willing to wait for her to like me. (link)
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You are seriously demented mate !!
I just spent ages readin all that crap and i didn't understand a word of it !!
Probably bcz your every other word wz fuk !!
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My dearest friend Katie is on the birth control "YAZ", she's on her first month on it, and she had sex with her boyfriend a week and a 4. And since that day she's had my period and she hasn't been on the "inactive pills" during the course of this mystery period.
WHAT IS GOING ON?! Is this normal?!
My OTHER SERIOUS NEED ANSWERS FOR ASAP question is, Katie had sex ON the "inactive pills" without a condom and her partner and and herself are worried that the inactive pills will not protect against pregnancy. Is she safe? or should she get some help?
HELP!!!!
Thx!
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Yes !! she definately needs help !!
How old is she ??
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I hate to say it, but -- Loneliness is getting the best of me. I want to be able to say "God is enough, all i need to be happy" or "I'm satisfied just having my family and a few close friends", but I can't, I'm not. I constantly find myself longing for the "myspace" life. Having lots of gorgeous female friends and funny male friends to do fun things with and take lots of pictures with. To have people constantly calling me. TO FEEL LOVED. This is not a question of how to make friends - go out, join a sports club, church group.. I know, I know, I know. Whatever.
I probably wouldn't be satisfied anyways. I keep longing for other peoples lives. And in a weak attempt to become them.. I get their hairdos, clothing styles, and even opinions. But (ofcourse) it doesn't work.
Help me please, I can't remember ever being satisfied. I've always hated myself, my friends, my life.
I'm lonely and I fear always feeling this way.
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I hate to say this but i know what you meen !! I've feelt like this for a long time !!
You just have to accept your self for who you are !!
You are you and that aint gonna change even if you wear somone elses clothes have their hair and whatever !!
Look in the mirror and like who you are !!
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Hi.. umm well basically i think im in love with my bestfriend. but hes a dick! ok this is wat happened. he have been best friends for like 1 year and a bit and he cronically flirted with me and even kissed me! and then he goes out with sum other girl, then i decide to try get over him and be happy for him.. and then just as im liking this really nice guy, he tells me that he really likes me.. so im like ok ive liked you for ages! and so we kinda get going.. then he feels bad about his old gf so he tells me he cant get with me atm because its only lust not love. then after he completely breaks up with his ex.. i assumed he would u know.. get goin with me agen.. but no. he starts going out with another girl AFTER hooking into one of my friends at a party and AFTER flirting with me when we went out to a movie. i really dnt know what to do. he doesnt get that he is the first thought when i wake up in the morning.. and the last at night. he knows how i feel.. i cant seem to like other guys because my feelings for him r so strong. what can i do to get over him without losing him as a best friend? please help (btw sory this was so long) (link)
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I know how you feel because i was in a situation like this a little while ago !!
Soo .. basically, i know this is really hard to understand bcz i've had it explained 2 me and i didn't like it !!
... he doesn't give a stuff how you feel!! He's playing with your head and deep down if you think about it you will realise its true !! It gives guys a boost if a girl tells them she loves him. He probally doesn't love you !!
It will take time but you have to realise that he's playing with your head !!
Hope this helps ! ;]
Holla back x Livii-xo xx
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Well, I'm having trouble I want to have a girlfriend. I know that it can't happen over night thats why I need your help so what should I do to start meeting girls.
I'm 18 years old. (link)
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Well ... If your still at school try flirting, us girlies love it! If your not still at school try going on dating sites !?
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