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20/f
As the title says I'm always afraid that someone close to me will die. Whenever my boyfriends phone is off or he isn't answering I imagine him being in a terrible accident. Whenever he's late I think the same thing. Or I think he just dropped dead. The same thing goes for my mom when she doesn't answer the phone. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've never had anyone close to me die or anything like that. I've never lost someone I love before so why is this always happening? Right now my boyfriends phone is off and it's probably because his battery is dead. He should be home by now but he's not which probably means that he just had to stay a little longer at work. But I'm still sitting here with an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach that something terrible happened. I actually thought about what I would say at his funeral. What can I do about this, it's driving me crazy :( (link)
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Like the others said, you need to find ways to occupy your mind.
I'm not gonna lie, I do sometimes imagine someone I love in some sort of accident or just died. I don't do it every time they don't answer me though. Like you said, you even thought about what you would say at his funeral. I've listened to music that had to do with someone that they love passed away and I'll go through a ridiculous long day dream about the whole funeral and such.
I think you're thinking about it a lot because it never happened to you and we all hear about these kinds of things quite often.
I've thought about it a little more since I had gotten a call that my dad was in the hospital because of some freak accident and he might not make it.
So as someone who can say they've been where you're at, you just need to occupy your mind and make sure you tell everyone you love them while you still can.
If for some reason, you just can't stop thinking about things like this, like Zane said, you should seek therapy, especially if it's driving you insane.
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