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Hey people My name is Ixchel, Im a high school student. Im curretly on my last year of high school. I do Help my friends out when they need help. When I get out of high school I want to be pshychologist and I thik that this is a pretty good start.
It's been a couple of years sence I last logged in.
I am now 24 and I look back at this web site and see what I did on my time off..
Well I'm re opening for edvice . Ask away I have alot to chare with all of you . And hope I can help in some way ..
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I'm very depressed. My mom died 8 months ago after being diagnosed with breast cancer. When she first found out, it was still at an early stage, so she could have cured it, but when she told my dad to go to the doctor with her, he said 'I don't give a fuck', so she ended up just living with the cancer for 3 more months or so till it reached the last stage and spread through her entire body, and she died. You see my dad hates my mom, and he's been abusing her since before I was even born. And I hate him because of that, I truly hate him, and I also hate him because he hates me and hates my sisters and he physically and emotionally abuses us all the time, but I can't send him to jail because where I live and in my religion, the father does not go to jail or is not punished for abusing his children. So i came up with a plan of leaving home, and I've been saving up ever since I was young, and I'm going to leave home at the last day of college, because I don't want to leave my sister alone, and by the time I finish college, hopefully she would've started her own life away from the house. So I still have 3 more years in college, and I also can't leave now, because I have to finish college and my studies, and I need money from him to do be able to do that. But the thing is, I can't take it anymore, I wanna leave now, but if I leave now, I won't be able to go to college, because then he'll find me, and bring me back and abuse me again and more. I keep having all those thoughts of killing him and stabbing him and I pray to god all the time that he dies, because I've been miserable since I was born, and he made my mom miserable and my whole family, and now my mom is dead, and he killed her because he wouldn't take her to the doctor when she first told him. Me and my sisters are the ones who took her to the doctor when she finally told us, but it was too late. And I am mad at her, I am mad at my mom, because she had the chance to divorce him so many times, and yet she didn't, and when she got sick, she knew that she was going to die and she knew he'd abuse us and make our lives miserable, and yet she didn't do anything about it. I just want to leave, I want it all to end, I am so depressed.
We here in the US have ways to help women and men that are going threw negative things in there own country .. For instante Cuban they get help once they touch US soil ...
I'm going To fiend a way to help you amd your sister ..
Give me some time and you will be free .. You can email me when ever you need to talk to someone ..
(Rating: 5) I am a muslim and so is my whole family, and our home is an Islamic country, we live in Egypt,and over here if you go report this to the police, they won't do anything about it. Because if I knew that they could do something, I would've reported him a long time ago, and I wouldn't be here asking for help. And all those hotlines all of you gave me, I don't think they'll help me, seeing that I live in Egypt. Here in this country, there is never anyone to protect you or give you your rights. So I guess the misery continues...But thankyou for your simply listening to me, I just really needed someone to listen to me.