I don't even know what I am asking, I just needed to be able to turn somewhere and speak my mind.
I've been having the hardest time trying to fine something that makes me happy. I've cried myself to sleep for the past two weeks. I have thought about killing myself. I hate school, and I used to love it. Dance, the one thing I used to find comfort in, is the last thing I want to do. My parents tell me all of our financial problems, and they don't get along anymore. Every day I go to school, I put an act on and pretend everything is okay. In fact, I am so good at that that I can't even be normal. None of my friends know that I'm so upset. Nobody knows. I am seriously making myself sick. People tell me all their trivial problems and say things like "MY LIFE SUCKS" or "I'VE HAD A TERRIBLE DAY!" when they have NO idea. And I would like more than anything to scream at the top of my lungs that I am mentally sick. I don't know what I should do. I'm seriously a mess and nobody knows.
If you read this, thanks. And sorry that it didn't have a purpose, I just needed to say something.
you sound like me; as crazy as it seem things will get better for you. i hold things in too its deff not good for you & don't cry your self to sleep no long everything will be okay things get bad & then thay get good it just happends that way why i dont know but you have to enjoy that good time while you can & then exspect for the worse & catch it befor it gets to you. trust me by now ive been thru it call ibut if you would ever like to just LET IT OUT come to me i haven no prob listing to you.
cause i'm going thru it and i'd like for someone to just listin to me
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thanks. it makes me feel like im not alone, ha.
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