i don't know exactly what i'm asking. & i don't know if anyone will be able to help. but i do need help. and it'd be appreciated if you do try.
i have depression, in addition, i'm most likely the shyest person on planet earth. i don't have too many friends because of both of these. in feel really insecure about my social life as well as myself. each time i attend school i feel like everyone's judging me & in a terrible way. In a way, i'm scared to show up to school. the idea of it really scares me. i psyche myself out for it. each day i think i'll go to school, but i get ready in the morning, can't find the right thing to wear & break down. See, i haven't exactly been to school for two weeks now. usually my dad would make me go to school; but in a sense he's given up. & i have to. each day i don't show up for school i realize that it will be harder to go back. but i can't bring myself to go. i haven't been in contact with friends in days & feel like i'll use the few i have, and i'm in the proccess of doing so. i don't know why i feel so bad, and i don't know why school is so scary for me. i want to feel better & be better but i'm doing nothing to helo myself.
so i guess i'm asking a few things.
1. why is it that school is scary to me?
2. how can i make it less scary?
3. ... just any advice is what im looking for. thought - or anything. just ideas as to what i can do.
... just ideas as to what i NEED to do. 5's for anyone who bothered reading with a sensible response. xx
You're very inscure. Very self concious, and that's not healthy. You need to RELAX!! Don't need to worry about what other people think.. now when I say that let that sink in really, dont worry about what anyone thinks because it makes your life TERRIBLE!! as you can see. I really dont mean this mean in ANYWAY!! but no one cares what you look like or what goes on in your life.. and no one cares about ANYONE's looks/whatgoes on. in yours, mine the girl that sits next to you in class, NO ONE! only when theres a HUGE deal like you lets say you got Herpes from a guy, then they talk but really they dont care they just like gossip.
YOU MUST GO TO SCHOOL!! if you dont just think how bad you will feel when graduation comes around and everyones leaving for college and you're stuck there because you have too many absences it sucks real bad. so be smart because you sound smart just because you cant find anything to wear doesnt mean you dont go to school. you're acting immature and you need to wake up and smell the coffee because life is passing you by and you're letting it.without any thought or care in the world. WHAT YOU DO NOW REFLECTS ON YOUR FUTURE!!! and you need to focus on what your goals are in life. stop focusing on your looks. when high school ends NO ONE WILL CARE WHAT YOU WORE!! they probably wont even remember, ESPECIALLY if you're not there. you need to go to a therapist and get your problems solved and get that depression under control.
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you told me everything im already perfectly aware of. and, number one rule in writing, never insult the person your advising.
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