Well, this guy who I had thought I knew..
I loved him, things were going good, until he got a myspace. OKAY heres the thing, first of all - girls commented his pictures saying stuff like "omg your so hot" and etc, and he cmmented them back and their pictures, NEVER me. but thats besides the point, then one time he never logged on to his myspace for long time... and blah oneday i clicked a link in his aim profile which lead to his friends band sight, and then i saw a comment from HIM, but it wasnt the myspace i knew. I went to it..it was a whole different one, and it showed him online.. and shit like that, and also he had way more friends, all would fall under the label 'emo,scene' etc. & his music genre was music he told me he never heard of.
So either he's A> big poser. B> Big liar. C> BOTH. i choose C. but ugh it hurt so much to find all this out about someone i thought i knew. i'm going to avoid him everyday i sent him a message saying he hurt me, and that i hope he has a good life. because it hurt way to much, and i hate him.
any advice.. or anything about the situation? how i should get over him, i know people have said stuff ot get over a ex, scream,hang out with other people, date other guys, but i loved him so much iwouldnt want to hurt him, even though he hurt me and thats a flaw within me, beacuse i should want to hurt him..
If I were you, I would talk to him. He shouldn't be doing that to you. You are right, that is a flaw - a really bad flaw. You have to learn to stand up for yourself. Tell him how you really feel. He hurt you, you shouldn't feel bad about hurting him.
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thank you so much. for reading it all lol.
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