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May 17, 2004, ((st. patricks day)) one of my best friends committed suicide. She was 13 years old. She was born on September 11, 1990. Her name was Alyssa, and she was walking to school late and she was walking on the tracks. She heard the train coming and she turned around, put her hood up, and gave the thumbs up sign to the conductor. He couldn't stop the train. Alyssa got hit and died. A month later the investigators claimed it to be suicide, which everyone already knew. She had tried committing suicide a couple weeks before that, but I had to drag her off the tracks by her hair. I had made her go see the school counselor before that and I guess she still wanted to committ suicide. The night before she was hit, she wrote R.I.P Alyssa on her and her boyfriend's bedroom wall. She killed herself for many reasons, but I only know of how her boyfriend was cheating on her and she was in a gang and family problems. She told me there was more though. I tried so hard to convince her that death wasn't the soulution, but she didn't listen. I did everything I could to help her. Anyway, I know it's long but I thought you needed to know the whole story.
So my problem is, I still haven't been able to cope with it. I cry all the time and nobody seems to understand me. I miss her so much. I've already seen numerous counselors but they haven't helped me much. I just want to know if there's any way that I could start the "healing process" or if it'll just take time. I would appreciate all the help. Thank you so much!
Love, RacheL
((xoRachel))
R.I.P Alyssa Gonzalez.. I miss you so much.
9/11/90 - 3/17/04 (link)
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omgosh..thats so sad :'(..I'm really sorry..But you gotta try to not think about it, and think of all the good times if you do keep thinking about it. Like another person said..do you think she would want you to be depressed and stuff?..aww stay strong, and try not to think about it..
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ok see i knew that i would be seeing my boyfriend on friday (last friday) so i didnt eat rly anything all week maybe 3 things..seriously! and i only drank water and see when i saw my boyfriend he said i looked thinner!!...i was happy and i was wondering what are other bad things that'll happen if i keep up what ive been doin?? plz dont say..you'll die or get sick!! it made me feel better about my self cz my stomach wasent as big almost flat (link)
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You can actually get sick. Just eat more, seriously. If you want to keep a flat stomache, earn it. Just work out and stuff.
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What should I do? Me and my best friend let's call him Harry, are no longer friends, because I have a big jealousy issue, I hooked him up with my friend, while liking him. So it bothers me when they are together and I can't stand being around him knowing he's not mine. So I have been mean to him alot, and as a result of that, we no longer friends cause I kinda blew up at him with all my fustration and stuff, cause it was all built up inside... but now I feel bad know that our friendship ended up on bad note, and now I feel like we'll never be friends again. What should I do? (link)
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Talk it out with him. Tell him how you feel and apologize..
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Ok, so I'm a fourteen year old girl and to start off with, I have recently broken up with a boyfriend I had for over a year. I loved him very very much, and still do. He says he still loves me as well, but he moved and I never see him so it's too hard to be anything more than friends. Well recently, I've been hanging out with another guy a lot. He and I are both in marching band, so we see each other a whole lot. Well yesterday, we had a band compeition starting at eleven AM, and the bus got to the school at 1:30AM. Well at the compeition we were hanging out a whole lot, and on the bus ride home he started using me as a pillow again(this isn't anything new) and I subconsciously started playing with his hair. All of a sudden, my hand slipped into his and the next thing I know we're holding hands. See, what I'm wondering is, is it okay to be slowly falling in love with this new guy while I still have feelings for my ex? Is it fair to him? Help. (link)
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Yeah, its okay. You said it yourself that your ex lives too far away to be anything more then friends..
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wELL...i LiKe a GuY a YeAr yOunGeR...aNd hE dosnet know me... really but i know who he is..and hes smokin! since hes a year younger and we dont have ne classes it might be hard 2 get 2 know him... any suggestions?
i RaTe well
thanx alot (link)
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Talk to him in the halls whenever you see him..And just ask him if he would wanna hang out after school so you guys could get to know each other
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If u liked a guy so much that u were in love with him, but then u haven't seen or said anything to him in a few months, would u even take a chance to try and make it work? (o and by the way he kinda liked me too the last time i talked to him and stuff). (link)
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Take that chance. Talk to him and stuff, and just make it work if you really love him!
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okay. so i like this kid and hes not the hottest kid ever k? but hes so so so nice! and he has like the best personality. I also kinda like this other kid who is my friends cousin and hes fricken hot and he has a good personality too...except sometimes hes mean to some people and like yea...but his personality is okay. SO i have NO clue who to choose. Its SO hard and they are both awesome...the hot one asked me out yesterday and i said i'd think about it and the great personality one asked me out this morning...so what do i do? plz help!!!
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I think you should go with the guy with the great personality. He seems better then the hot guy cause he's not mean or anything, and remember, looks aren't everything!! Good luck =)
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im kind of going out with a guy now, but how do i kno when the time is right to kiss him first? Does anybody have any good ideas of when and where is the best time? lol Thanks alot!! (link)
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Hmm..Well I think it's real cute to just be like cuddling with eachother, then just look at eachother, and kiss =)
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Hi. My name is Toni and i'm a girl. My friend has been putting things about me on her profile and they are really mean things. I saw them and they made me feel bad and when i was alone, i cried for hours. I can be a dramaqueen, but who isn't one at one time or another?
Also people in her guestbook were calling me a bitch and saying that i was immature and they dont even know me! Should i tell my friend? Thanks in advance!
Toni
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Well she really doesn't seem like a good friend. Ask her why she's putting stuff like that in her info. Tell her how you feel about it and stuff..
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i have a Sony Psyche walkman. it's about a year old and it worked great. well just recently the music only started coming out of the left ear. i thought the batteries could be going, so i put new ones in and it's still the same. so whats wrong or how do i fix it? im pissed off cause it was a $50 walkman. (link)
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That usually happens because the headphones are starting to not work or whatever. You just have to go get new headphones =)
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Well my friends and I all decided to be "goth" for halloween this year, and well I'm not really sure what to buy for clothes (other than things that are black) and I'm not to sure what to do with the makeup either, got any ideas or website to give me some idea?
Thanks
Much Love,
Britt
[[BTW, I Rate 5 For EVERYONE!!!]]
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You can go to www.hottopic.com or you can search on google..Just type in "goth" or something. Hope I helped
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Does anybody out there know of any good food recipe sites? I love to cook, but I need a lil help. lol If u know of any, pleeez help me Thanx!!
-Janine-* (link)
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You could go to foodnetwork.com, recipes.com, or watch the cooking channel =)
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yeah i no these questions are stupid but i really have no other option. does anyone no who sings a song that goes "rock with me" or what is it called.. im guessing rock with me? lol
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Well I think I know the song you're talking about. If it's what I think, then it's "Rock with you" by Ashanti. Sorry if that's not it.
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Hey,
so i am so totally in love with this hottie, and he knows my name and all, but he doesnt really know me, we're in one class together, but it might sound random if i just start talking to him.
luv,
Will Never Be Noticed (link)
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Just talk about stuff in that class.. Ask him something about it, then just start a conversation. Compliment him and stuff too =)
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